I am a recently married, software engineer who is looking for methods to cope with my major depression and pain. I've gone through a lot of changes in the past couple of months... giving up a dream, starting a new job, finishing a masters thesis, buying my first home, getting married. I'm easily hurt at times, and am completely fragile lately. Crying a lot, but bad at expressing it.
I am a recently married, software engineer who is looking for methods to cope with my major depression and pain. I've gone through a lot of changes in the past couple of months... giving up a dream, starting a new job, finishing a masters thesis, buying my first home, getting married. I'm easily hurt at times, and am completely fragile lately. Crying a lot, but bad at expressing it.
Sitting - nay - laying on the couch watching mindless television. motorbiking, long walks, reading, gardening, knitting, and playing with my dog... been spending a lot of time in the horizontal position lately, stupid depression.
Sitting - nay - laying on the couch watching mindless television. motorbiking, long walks, reading, gardening,
February 2, 2009 5:14pm
I just moved (yay!) but no longer have internet access... it'll be set-up again on the 14th. So, until then, no DS. Doing this at …
January 27, 2009 9:18pm
I just posted this and realized, that's a journal entry, not a post! (smacks forehead)
My thinker don't work too good …
January 11, 2009 12:55pm
I went back on Effexor on Tuesday afternoon, it couldn't have come at a better time. I feel like if I write out all that I'm going …
December 31, 2008 1:25pm
My sweetheart and I just got married yesterday. It's so funny because it was just another ordinary day, no big ceremony or anything, just a …
December 21, 2008 4:10pm
So, yesterday I just went through the house inspection of a home I may potentially buy, and it turned up... wait for it... mold. Saturating the …
Hey honey. Hope you are well. We're missing you around here.
where you been hiding, lady?! :)
Where've you been? Miss you much, girl.
It is easy to be pleasant when life flows by like a song, but the man worth while is the one who will smile when everything goes dead wrong. For the test of the heart is trouble, and it always comes with years, and the smile that is worth the praises of earth is the smile that shines through the tears. ~ Irish Proverb
Just dropping off a little love. Hope you are doing ok.
I was diagnosed with Depression when I was 25 - I am 33 right now. I have tried several different medications, and have suffered terribly from all the side-effects, and even found that some medications made me worse. Often, I was still terribly depressed while on medication. So, I am really interested in trying something new, I want to try to regulate my depression using exercise, diet, and support. I don't think think this will cure me, but I do believe that it could help.
I am a sugar addict and a binge-eater.
I have strong opinions in that I KNOW how to eat healthy, but I supplement my healthy eating habits with a LOT of junk, so I need help in eliminating the unhealthy.
First time with sciatica - it started in early November 2008. Classic case, apparently, from what the nurse said.
