starfishbaby's Journal

Today should be my last ultrasound so long as everything goes ok with the pregnancy this month. I am actually in labor technically but this could last all month really. I'm one centemeter dialated but that happens alot in the last month so I'm not worried. I just hope he waits until after the baby shower or he's sleeping in the play pin for a while.

Daddy doesn't talk to me anymore at all doesn't repsond it doesn't matter I only invite him cause my counselor says I should anyways. I used to care and used to want him there but oyu know eventually you get sick of the games so now I'd rather he just not be. He's playing stupid idiot now wants to wait till baby's born to get a dna test, that's fine it's his baby anyway he's only doing it to stall and bide time so he doesn't have to pay for anything. I'm excited to see my boy who's been punching my in side all week long.

Can't wait for court, i'm not going to be separated from my son I can tell you that much, if my ex really cared he'd have been empathetic, helpful and attentive but alls he really cares about is his money.