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About Me
evanelias
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About Me
I just discovered that mary jane will literally save me. God made this plant, so who are we to make it illegal? I would have never imagined it had such healing power. Prior to this, I was able to enjoy next to NOTHING. I was always very anxious, couldn't ever decide on just one thing to do (always had racing thoughts), always tired, drank nearly 3-5 drinks/day for about 4 years, etc. Otherwise I am married and have an incredible wife, who has been very understanding of my mental conditions. I have a HUGE passion for music. I am the vocalist in a band and play piano & acoustic guitar. I love composing, and experiencing live music as well as playing it. For most of my life, I have been very critical of people, and hated most everyone - then there was Mary J. I am also a runner and currently training for a 1/2 marathon. I like staying in shape by running and lifting weights.
I just discovered that mary jane will literally save me. God made this plant, so who are we to make it illegal? I would have never imagined it had such healing power. Prior to this, I was able to enjoy next to NOTHING. I was always very anxious, couldn't ever decide on just one thing to do (always had racing thoughts), always tired, drank nearly 3-5 drinks/day for about 4 years, etc. Otherwise I am married and have an incredible wife, who has been very understanding of my mental conditions. I have
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I finally became interested in things when I started using cannabis (at age 22)
I finally became interested in things when I started using cannabis (at age 22)
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Close Acne
I have had acne since my early teens and I am now 22. It is sometimes ALOT better than others, but is still very uncomfortable. I've tried a few different things, but nothing seems to work just right . It helps when I don't eat too many carbs, but increases when I eat fatty/greasy foods. I drink a lot of water and work out, but am always very stressed out.
Treatments
- AcneFree Working / Worked
- Have been using this for quite awhile. Seems, but kind of like a cheap ProActiv rip-off.
- Benzoyl Peroxide Not Working
- NeoBenz Micro didn't help at all.
- Differin Somewhat Helpful
- Didn't really help too much. Used a long time ago.
- Tetracycline Working / Worked
- Used a long time ago. Made me nauseous a lot, and turned my eyes/skin yellow sometimes. Took away the big pimples for the most part, but did nothing for the smaller stuff. I doubt I would ever take it again.
- Washing Working / Worked
- Using a really basic exfoliate scrub in the shower (Equate all body type), and it seems to be helping a little bit.
- Running Working / Worked
- Running seems to help a lot with my acne. This is in addition to a great low carb diet and a lot of water.
- Music Working / Worked
Close ADHD / ADD
Treatments
- Adderall Working / Worked
- Used it awhile back, and really enjoyed it. I was taking 25mg/day of the XR. Tolerance did build up quickly. Helped me focus. Gave me dry mouth. Increased my productivity. Helped me not take naps anymore. Made me A LOT more social/happy. Helped workouts.
- Concerta Somewhat Helpful
- Used Methylphenidate. The first hour or so was amazing. Very happy/optimistic/talkative, etc. After that I just became super depressed (and often times drank to counter act that), and couldn't control my thoughts anymore than before. This helped with work outs at first. This helped me from being tired.
- Dexedrine Working / Worked
- Using right now, and it seems to be the best one yet (besides Adderall). Helps keep me up, and also helps with productivity. Sets on and stays on MUCH smoother than Methylphenidate. Gives me dry mouth sometimes. It was really hard to tell at what point I was drunk while on this.
- Music Working / Worked
- Music is my #1 therapy for everything.
- Ritalin Somewhat Helpful
- Used the generic version (Methylphenidate - see review of that above).
- Running Working / Worked
- Helps put everything into perspective sometimes.
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
I consider my home my "safe place", but don't feel 100% comfortable here either. I am very socially anxious to a point where I CAN'T talk to new people unless I'm stoned or drunk. I am quick to judge someone/speak out, but always back down when it comes to an actual fight. I can't hold a conversation because I am too anxious about other things or think that person may be judging me or whatever.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
Open Alcoholism
Been drinking for about 4 years now (since 18 and I'm now 22). Average about 3-5 drinks/day with sometimes much more. I do this to concentrate (as I have severe ADD and Anxiety among other things). Since I have started smoking pot, it has really helped with my drinking where I can go a whole day without a drink.
Treatments
- Sleep Working / Worked
- Sleep helps, but I also feel like I need 12 hours at night, then a 4 hour nap later on.
- Willpower Not Working
- Doesn't work. I always end up drinking.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Working out sometimes makes me feel like I dont need a drink.
- Music Working / Worked
Open Anxiety
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- St. John\'s Wort Working / Worked
- Running Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
Open Career Changes
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