Journal Entry for January 6, 2007
January 6, 2007 5:54pm
Boy, I really have a lot of anger starting to build up inside of me. I don't know what to do. I have not one family member going to be in the …
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About Me
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About Me
I have three adult sons. I also have 2 grandchildren.
I have three adult sons. I also have 2 grandchildren.
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I love nature, taking walks, cooking, sewing.
I love nature, taking walks, cooking, sewing.
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Journal Entry for January 4, 2007
January 4, 2007 7:24pm
Not doing so good this week. I'm getting tremors again and shaking and can't sleep and crying almost all the time. I have one week from today for …
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Journal Entry for December 29, 2006
December 29, 2006 9:44pm
Well, I'm really not doing so good. I had plans with the kids for New Years Eve and they are abandoning me to go out. I'm really a mess thinking …
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Journal Entry for December 26, 2006
December 26, 2006 7:53pm
Well, I made it through christmas. Christmas eve was really hard for me. I went to church and lost it. Cried through the whole thing. I just …
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Journal Entry for December 18, 2006
December 18, 2006 6:01pm
I really hate the holidays anymore. It's taking everything I have to keep going and hold myself together for the boys and the grandchildren. I pray …
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Hey, I have not been on in a while but I thought I would check to see how you are making it. I hope you are doing better and hang n there!
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Hey, i just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you over the past few days. I hope you hada great time with your grandkids over the holiday, Big hug!
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Hope you are managing the holiday season ok. Try to find some peace and beauty to hold onto. I really do think it helps. Stay in touch.
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hey, thanks! It was such a bad weekend, so your thoughts your nice to see! i am feeling a little better. how are you?
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I'm thinking of you and wish you strength in getting through the deposition in January.
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Close Breakups & Divorce
It's been 1 1/2 years since my husband told me he don't love me anymore after 28 years of marriage. I'm lost, confused, alone, scared, very emotional, cry almost all the time. It turns out that he really had an affair with a supposed good friend of mine. He's changed. Everyone thought we were soul mates so it was a real slap in the face. I never saw it coming. His way of thinking though is that I'm a horrible person all of a sudden, everything is my fault, and he pleads the fifth to my lawyer. I have a 2nd deposition coming up January 11th where I have to face him and her together. I don't think I'm going to make it through that. It's hard enough when I have to see him. I can't stop loving him. I miss him so much the pain is unbearable. How do you toss 28 years of what you thought were good and happy years aside? I've never been alone before. I go to counseling, I see a psychiatrist, I'm on medicines, I go to church. Why do I still feel so empty, alone, scared, etc. The divorce won't be final until February 8th, 2007. There are no support groups near where I live. My sons can't stand to see me so depressed and crying all the time so they stay away. My step-mom says I'm a big disappointment to the whole family as I was always the strong, happy one. I find it really hard to function at all. I'm desperate for help. Please!!!!
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionIt's been 1 1/2 years since my husband told me he don't love me anymore after 28 years of marriage. I'm lost, confused, alone, scared, very emotional, cry almost all the time. It turns out that he really had an affair with a supposed good friend of mine. He's changed. Everyone thought we were soul mates so it was a real slap in the face. I never saw it coming. His way of thinking though is that I'm a horrible person all of a sudden, everything is my fault, and he pleads the fifth to my lawyer. I have a 2nd deposition coming up January 11th where I have to face him and her together. I don't think I'm going to make it through that. It's hard enough when I have to see him. I can't stop loving him. I miss him so much the pain is unbearable. How do you toss 28 years of what you thought were good and happy years aside? I've never been alone before. I go to counseling, I see a psychiatrist, I'm on medicines, I go to church. Why do I still feel so empty, alone, scared, etc. The divorce won't be final until February 8th, 2007. There are no support groups near where I live. My sons can't stand to see me so depressed and crying all the time so they stay away. My step-mom says I'm a big disappointment to the whole family as I was always the strong, happy one. I find it really hard to function at all. I'm desperate for help. Please!!!!
Treatments
- Klonopin Somewhat Helpful
- My anxiety attacks are minimal now but I just can't get past the depression.
- Remeron Somewhat Helpful
- Mr. Doctor just upped my dosage. My depression has been really bad and hurting everyone close to me.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Just don't feel much better than when I started over a year ago.
Open Financial Challenges
May 04 my husband set me up. Didn't know at the time.He wanted me to quit my job so we could file bankruptcy & he could retire early.He promised me the moon if I did.I fought with him a month & couldn't take it anymore & agreed.Stupid,I know.I didn't know that he was having an affair with a friend.He planned to leave all along.We filed bankruptcy after I quit my job.He left a year later leaving me Jobless,alone, empty,broke.He cleaned our account out.We are under old bankruptcy law & told I couldn't work till bankruptcy was over.We're on 3 year plan & have 1 year left.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Wants me to volunteer. Everytime I'm asked if I'm married I start crying. No one wants a blubbering idiot. In the middle of divorce right now.
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