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DemonInPain 
10:28pm, February 14, 2009
Why do i tend to be a selfish cunt,
Why do i find it hard to open up and share,
Why am i all these things,
Its as is i don't even fucken care !
All my own thoughts trapped in my head,
I need to release these from my mind,
But how can i do this,
These are the answers i must seek and find !
Terrible shit, only caring about myself
Putting people close to me last
I want to beat this pattern,
Beat it and put it in the past !
This is me that i want to be,
Caring and sharing.. this all alike
I want to conquer this,
I will put up the fight !
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Jahzarn
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WRITE IT OUT IN POEMS
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Jahzarn
I have many thoughts and emotions building within my head,
These thought i have shared with you,
They tend be both good and bad,
But none the less it concerns us two.
I have found some way of controlling my anger,
Simple ways that help me calm down,
This should be a start,
So now know need to frown.
I'm trying my very best one day at a time,
To give up my toking in drugs,
An so far i am winning,
Im getting there with all the support and your hugs.
This poem thing is kinda relaxing,
Out with the thoughts and issues within my head,
Its pleasing to have a clear mind,
And yup even helps me to sleep in bed.
DemonInPain
I AM VERY PROUD OF ALL YOUR EFFORTS IN FINDING NEW WAYS TO COPE AND DEAL WITH THINGS...ITS GOOD TO KNOW THAT IT IS HELPING YOU...
TAKE CARE...MUCH LOVE...JAH
Jahzarn