Journal

So I woke up today and had to take a HPT because I do spinal decompression and I cant have a treament if I am expecting. Its better to be safe then sorry plus I dont know what I would do if I did do something wrong when I finally do get preggos. So I got a BFN no big deal right? Right I was dissapointed but I wasnt crying my eyes out. A few hours later I went to get ready for my appt. and guess what there was lovely AF knocking on the bathroom door. I started to cry, even though I just took a test hours before. Weirdo! My handsome man was just outside the bathroom door and started asking me if I was ok and what was wrong.

Just the other night durring the baby dance he asked me a question about getting preggo. I felt it was not a super great time to be asking me questions about that while we were doing what we were doing. He has never asked me questions like this before so I was a little confused.

What is my problem? Grrrrr.

YEA ME! Im sick again! lol this is what happens when you have been out of work for so long and then work with kids! Last weekend my 5 year old nephew was over (both days) becuase his mom needed a babysitter. Monday evening she calls us telling us he has H1N1 and was in the er. I felt fine, no symptoms. I went to class Wednesday night and sat there for 3 hours before I felt something coming on. When class ended I ran out and got into my truck as fast as I could. Went to bed and woke up 2 hours later and every hour after that praying to the porclin gods. My man thought I was faking it because I had dry heaves and he associates them with not really being sick. LMAO (not really) not even 12 hours later he was repeating my symptoms! HA that will teach him lol. I had to work for a few hours but then we they actually saw how sick I was they sent me home asap. So Ive been in bed resting up until today, Monday. Getting ready for work I had this weird feeling that I had today off. I called in to find out and yep I have today off. lol Im already up and dressed for the day so I cant go back to bed!

My boyfriend and I have made a promise to eachother to start living healthy. This means no fast food (we refuse to feed it to our future kiddos) Soda for him (I already drink water) and finally getting a membership to the rec. center. GO US!