I'm a recovering gambler and a truck driver.. also getting past panic attacks and anxiety in my life while trying to be a part of my family once again.. wanna know anything else just ask.
I'm a recovering gambler and a truck driver.. also getting past panic attacks and anxiety in my life while trying to be a part of my family once again.. wanna know anything else just ask.
August 8, 2009 12:25am
wow.. where to start?? i got my business started along witha shop and 2 huge dealers for my main customers.. awesome!! so it would seem?! i had to do …
June 28, 2009 7:58pm
spent the day with mama and ryann today.. it's usually so busy i think i've forgotten what it's like to be just with someone without …
June 25, 2009 1:08am
it's been 15 months since i've placed a bet and not that i'm any richer but i can actually breath a bit better.. i did it without the …
June 25, 2009 12:53am
where to start?? well.. i gave up my place to live for like 6 months.. tried the best i could to make ammends with my significient other only to find …
January 2, 2009 5:51am
well let's see.. where to begin?? i was here on ds a while ago and left because i let the internet become more than it should have which gave me …
Hey you! I was wondering if I'd ever hear from you again. The pic's of Ryann are so cute, what a beauty! Good for you, no gambling....way to go, my friend... dang, so much has happened while you were gone. It's not even about not gambling for me anymore...no urges, no desire to do so. It's life, life has always got in my way! lol
i've been gambling for over 14 years.. it got to the point of no return back in november 2008.. my life became unmanageable to the point of getting panic attacks.. i lost my job and hope for my family on the 18th when i had a breakdown of sorts.. it took away 8 months of my life away as well as my daughters birth.. i went into treatment for it in february and my last bet was in mid april and i haven't looked back since!! i've been piecing my life back together since.. so far so good!!
back nov.18/07 i started getting panic attacks.. it took me 8 months to gain back pieces of my life to recover from how it all effected me.. i lost my job.. my family and a lot of myself.. i'm on effexor and have been since feb of last year.. it's helped but you can't rely only on pills to bring back strength to move forward once everything in your life falls apart. i basically brought myself down to the point of a break down and have climbed since.. it's not easy but not impossible either.
i was told i had bipolar but i feel i was basically an addict.. the characteristics are similar but the anxiety from both has been an ongoing struggle for me most of my life.. my profile tells my story.. i'm not treated for it but i feel it everyday because of my own life lessons and fears
