Journal Entry #5 I Believe.
January 27, 2009 7:44am
It's 4:07am, I went to bed at 2:13am. I have been up for approximately 15 minutes. I hate being Manic when it comes to not being able to sleep. I …
ravynsong 
11:54am, January 30, 2009
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About Me
ravynsong
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About Me
I love Life and everything it has to offer. I am a lover of the arts. I love live theatre I really want to see "Wicked". It is on my bucket list. Yes, I am one of "those" people. I actually have a Bucket list. I am living my dream. I am living alone, well almost, I have a wonderful companion Amanda. She is my new puppy. She came to live with me on April 12th. I normally am not a dog person. Anyone who knows me knows this. I am going through a really rough time right now though and my friends thought that a pure bred Chihuahua would cheer me up! And they were right. God Bless them. I am a Christian woman strong in my faith. I don't have a Television. I am not up on current events. I don't read the newspaper. They say ignorance is Bliss. I can say that is true to an extent. For the most part I live inside my little bubble. I am just not selective enough on whom I allow into my bubble. That is why I am in the trouble I am now in. I know GOD will get me through this. I have Faith.
I love Life and everything it has to offer. I am a lover of the arts. I love live theatre I really want to see "Wicked". It is on my bucket list. Yes, I am one of "those" people. I actually have a Bucket list. I am living my dream. I am living alone, well almost, I have a wonderful companion Amanda. She is my new puppy. She came to live with me on April 12th. I normally am not a dog person. Anyone who knows me knows this. I am going through a really rough time right now though and my friends thought
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Interests
Jesus, GOD, My Faith, The Bible, Christian Music, Amanda, reading, nature, taking Amanda for walks, hot showers, prayer, giving praise where praise is due, Cooking for friends, spending quality time with my boyfriend, spending time with friends and family.
Jesus, GOD, My Faith, The Bible, Christian Music, Amanda, reading, nature, taking Amanda for walks, hot
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Goal update #2
January 25, 2009 10:21am
Hello, I still have not received the one book. The one that I bought On-line. I started classes last wednesday. I loved being back in school. DO you …
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Journal entry #6
January 10, 2009 10:29am
Today is the 22nd anniversay of my Daddy's Passing Into the Summerlands. He was only 48 years old.
I love My daddy so much. He was my …
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Journal entry #5
January 10, 2009 10:03am
Boyfriend and I had a wonderful extensive talk the other night. We are both on the same page. Neither one of us want the end to be in sight. we are …
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Goal Update #1
January 10, 2009 9:18am
I now have all my books with the exception of one. I ordered it online rather than from the book store. I saved $50. I just hope it arrives in time …
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Flower
miss you I won't call you long distance why wont you email Me? ct
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For the love of God would you get back onto daily strength? How was your trip?
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Hi, hope to see you tomorrow morning and evening. take care, Craig
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Prayer
where have you been? I am sad that you will be leaving, but I want you to be happy. Craig p.s. you better show up Thursday morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Flower
I love your new picture. The little girl is so cute. Is it you? She looks almost human. You were up until 2 a.m. doing homework? and sent a message at 5 a.m.? When do you sleep?
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Close Healthy Relationships
I have been married 3 times and divorced 3 times I am now in a caring adult relationship.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- he had a girlfriend I did not know about, he was going through the motions.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Works wonderfully
- Writing Working / Worked
- I get my feelings out at least.
Close Healthy Sex
Being an incest survivor kind of screws up my views on what is healthy sex sometimes
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- it is working.
Open Bipolar Disorder
I have been Bipolar all my life. Been dx'ed since 2003.
Treatments
- Abilify Working / Worked
- working well
- Ativan Not Working
- did not work
- Celexa Not Working
- did not work
- Depakote Not Working
- did not work
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Loved it went the whole year and did not miss one session.
- Geodon Not Working
- did not work
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- working well
- Haldol Working / Worked
- working well
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- worked well but I developed the rash
- Lithium Not Working
- did not work
- Risperdal Not Working
- did not work
- Seroquel Not Working
- did not work
- Tegretol Not Working
- did not work
- Topamax Working / Worked
- working well
- Trileptal Not Working
- did not work
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- did not work
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I hate loud noises...
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- works well
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- works well
- Effexor Not Working
- did not work
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Working / Worked
- Is the best support possible...I am the secretary of my group.
- Guided Imagery Working / Worked
- works well
- Music Working / Worked
- works very well
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- worked kinda
- Reading Working / Worked
- works very well
- Remeron Not Working
- did not work at all
- Seroquel Not Working
- did not work
- Supportive Care Working / Worked
- is wonderful help
- Talking Working / Worked
- helps a lot
- Topamax Working / Worked
- is working great
- Zoloft Not Working
- as if taking candy
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)I am blessed with borderline personality disorder.
Treatments
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Working / Worked
- Working great
- Talking Working / Worked
- working great
Open Sexual Abuse
I was sexually abused by my uncle for 10 years age 6-16. He committed suicide with my picture in his hand when I confronted him with going to the authorities. A month after he dies I met my 1st husband how sexually abused me for 6 years. Until I had the courage to leave/
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- I like using My creativity and coloring and stuff,
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Working / Worked
- I love my EA group it is saving my life at the moment.
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- I did not feel comfortable being around other survivors.
- Leave Working / Worked
- I left my husband it was 100% effective.
- Reiki Working / Worked
- I am a Reiki Master, It is working, I am learning that I am worthy of receiving Reiki as well.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Talking seems to help
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
Open Eating Disorders
When I was 17 I was anorexic weighing 98 pounds at 5'8" I still saw myself as very fat. I was able to get help, later in life to present I am bulimic.
Treatments
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- Residential Treatment Center Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
Open Codependency
My mother is an alcoholic and drug addict (recovering). Made my life a living hell growing up.
Treatments
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Reading Working / Worked
- Reiki Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- \"Codependent No More\" Working / Worked
Open Kidney Stones
I have had kidney stones 3 times, they have passed though I have not needed surgery yet.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
2 of my 3 husbands were abusive one physically the other emotionally.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- Art Working / Worked
- Divorce Working / Worked
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Leave Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Rape
WHen I was 15 I was raped by my Commanding officer and his leader in JROTC, When I was 16 I was raped by my friend's boyfriend When I was 16 I was also gang raped by 5 guys.
Treatments
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Seasonal Affective Disorder
I developed SAD while living in PA
Open Sleep Apnea
I have had sleep apnea for about 10-12 years. When I don't wear my mask my boyfriend likens it to s freight train coming through the house.
Treatments
- CPAP Working / Worked
