I'm a very stressed person, at the moment. i have been through alot, not as much as some, i'm sure. i'm loving, caring, open, and hurting on the inside!
I'm a very stressed person, at the moment. i have been through alot, not as much as some, i'm sure. i'm loving, caring, open, and hurting on the inside!
December 30, 2008 8:51am
these guys come out to your house and make a decision on the needs you may have.
so i'm waiting to find out if i can get into detox.
i could …
December 30, 2008 3:07am
i really feel like i need to cry, and get all this crap out of my soul.
December 29, 2008 4:37pm
after being tied up on the inside,
i took a pretty big step.
that is i made an appointment at a substance abuse clinic.
i have been in …
hey there. im here if you wanna chat. hope your having a great week so far!
hang in there. i have your back as your friend to be.
i came across your page. just wanted to encourage you to keep going. you can be strong and succeed at whatever you want.
Hi Patrick, my name is dana5 Happy New Year to you although you feel pretty bad mate,just remember your never alone i know that sucks by saying that but I go through life just one day at time and believe me it can be so tough somedays. I have struggled with the booze all my life and it shits man because it is bloody legal. I can't believe I am still here as I was a speed freak and heroin everything you name it, but i got off all that and now i am on anxiety tablets have been for the last 8 years. I just want you to know if you do the detox which I have done several times in the last 6 years that it does help.Life is confusing too but at the end of the day if you can push yourself to really give up, all good things will come to you believe me. Sure i am no angel as I have lapsed on the booze 4 times last year and the year before I had big bender too. In 2005 I was almost sober for a year till i had a massive arguement with the chemist guy damn him but hey thats what happens. I do have bad anger problems too i guess thats probably all the shit I have had in my system over the years. What I try to do now is listen to my inner self and i find by doing that i ask the question how will i benefit from this. Mate Good luck and all my best wishes for you in the New Year. dana5
From Loved1
December 31, 2008
Hope '09 is full of promise for you. Hope you are having a good day today. Happy New Year.
i'm 37, have been smoking for 25 years. there is always something that gets in the way, that is why i have depression also. i'm trying to learn to live without drugs.
i've been a addict for more than 20 years, lots of clean time but ultimately i relapse.
i'm living with my father, who has asbestosis, he had a kidney removed because of tumurs . he also now has more problems with gaulbladder, which has some growthes in it. there is the chemo he takes for arthuritus, which is crippling him, they are giving him chemo for. there is alot of health issues with him. sometimes he can't move.
i'm the kinda person that always wants to make everyone hhappy , feel good or take care of there problems, and now i'm a caregiver to my father. whoa there is so much to be done . and there is just so much to take in.
I've been an alcoholic since i was 15, and i lost a marrage . and so much money and the quality of life is really suky.
