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buckeyefan 
12:49pm, August 28, 2009
it has been a different about a week and a half me and my wife are getting along great and the kids are good i am finally comfortable with the stay at home dad thing but i have been depressed for no reason the last couple of days and i dont know why its not the normal angry depression its just feelin down and sometimes i just mind talk i have hurt so many i love maybe i should be dead i am the disaplinarion in my house and my oldest told me i am mean and i yell at him all the time and it broke my heart i try not to be to hard on them when there notty but they dont respond if you are meek i dont like to spank but sometimes it has to be done they most the time are pretty good for me carter dont listen so you have to get his attention mike has his freakouts i know he is bipolar i dont need a doc to tell me that lukey sometimes he is mean but i love them all thats all for now
