Goodbye
April 17, 2009 8:46am
To all my friends on here, I just want to say Goodbye.
I can't do this anymore. I have had enough. I am sat at home as usual on my …
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fedupoflife 
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About Me
I am 46 years old and live alone. I have 5 children and 5 grandchildren, 3 of which I never see. I have mid-length brown/grey hair, blue eyes and I am overweight and 5ft 3in tall. I am disabled as I have Arthritis and cannot work, I also suffer from Depression, Tinitus, Reflux Acid, and a skin complaint (the name of which I have forgot).
I am 46 years old and live alone. I have 5 children and 5 grandchildren, 3 of which I never see. I have mid-length brown/grey hair, blue eyes and I am overweight and 5ft 3in tall. I am disabled as I have Arthritis and cannot work, I also suffer from Depression, Tinitus, Reflux Acid, and a skin complaint (the name of which I have forgot).
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Hi there....was signing in when in i noticed your status ,i`m sorry you`re feeling so lonely ,i know how distressing this can be...
Please know you have many friends here ,who really care ,and are here for you when you feel like a chat..or just need someone to lean on..
Take care..sending you lots of love ,gentle (im with you) ((((((((hugs)))))))))))).....Sharon xoxoxoxo
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Hi I saw ur status about lonliness! I am lonely too. I hate it!! anyway I'm always ere if ya want to chat anytime xxx we cn b lonely together xx
Rainbow
I wish I could give you
Dreams upon which you would build your future
Memories as a foundation,
Tears with which you would
wash your soul
Laughter on which you would dine
Music to fall asleep on
Rays of golden sunshine with which you would awake
Rain with which you
would grow
And Love, whose seeds
you would sow,
wherever you might go
~Author P. Walter~
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have been depressed most of my life. I was sexually abused by my best friend's dad when I was 10 years old and it went on for a number of years. Since then I have been used and abused by men and all I have ever wanted is someone nice who will love me for who I am. I have recently been looking up suicide sites and think it is time I got out of this world, cos it stinks.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- It worked to some degree when I first started using it, but now it's just like eating smarties as I feel no better and haven't for months.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- I could never think of anything happy enough to make any difference. My whole life has been shite.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I tried this, but could never find anyone I was comfortable talking to.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- All I have is my kids. They are adults and although they try they just don't understand and I try not to involve them much as it's not fair on them.
- Remeron Too Soon to Tell
- JUst started taking this at 45mg. Don't feel any better but I have only been on it a week. So here's hoping.
Close Tinnitus
I have had this noise in my head for about 3 years now and it drives me nuts. Sometimes I can't think straight cos it won't shut up.
Treatments
- White Noise Not Working
- The hospital gave me some noise aids for my ears. They made my ears sore and I could never shut out the noise no matter how loud I had them.
Open Arthritis
I was diagnosed with ostio-arthritis 15 years ago. I am now on Zydol and it is no longer working, I am in so much pain it keeps me awake for days. And then I get hallucinations. Awful!!!!!
Open Loneliness
I have been alone all my life. At school I had no friends, I have been married 3 times but due to childhood rape I was always lonely because I dare not get too close. Now, I have no idea how to let anyone in or how to love. I feel like I am going to be alone for the rest of my life and I hate it.
Open Acne
I have had acne since I was a teenager and at 46 years old I am still suffering. Talk about embarrassing. It gets worse when I am depressed, which is most of the time. I feel really self-conscious going out as I think people are staring at me.
Treatments
- Minocycline Working / Worked
- It tends to work for me most of the time. It never clears my face completely but it does keep the acne down to a dull roar.
Open Insomnia
I have had insomnia for years. I can't sleep due to the pain of my arthritis. When that is under control I find I can't sleep cos' I am so depressed, I find everything runs through my head all the time and I can't seem to settle. Then I have tinitus and the noise keeps me awake. Basically I am just a bloody wreck.
Treatments
- Counting Sheep Not Working
- Tried this for a couple of weeks but it never worked, not even a little.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- I listen to panpipes and they occassionally work, mainly when I am so knackered I can't help but fall asleep. But I have to be well knackered.
Open Breakups & Divorce
I have been divorced 3 times. I'm not sure who's fault it was but my ex's all left me for someone/something else.
Treatments
- Family Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Was not bad but partner decided it was a waste of his time
- Love Not Working
- Tried the love thing but partner loved someone else
