I Want the pain & tears to stop
April 8, 2009 5:53pm
Well it's been a few weeks since I have written in my journal. I am having a very diffuclt time emotionaly lately, I am not sleeping …
cmacallist
8:10pm, June 14, 2009
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About Me
I am 46 yrs old widow, Mother of three, Grandmother to 5 with 2 beautiful daughter in laws. I work in the hospitality field as did my husband same company, diffrent resort.My passion is my family and gardening.
I am 46 yrs old widow, Mother of three, Grandmother to 5 with 2 beautiful daughter in laws. I work in the hospitality field as did my husband same company, diffrent resort.My passion is my family and gardening.
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hope you are doing well, sorry I haven't been on d.s much.
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Hoping this message finds you doing well.
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Sending smiling wishes for on your return.
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Sending flowers to a beautiful lady. I hope the time off you have will be healing to you.
Having time off, sometimes gives you more time to think than you need.
I know you are missing your husband and not having someone to help you when you are feeling ill. Wish I was close to help you out. Leave me messages anytime you want, I will get back to you.
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sending hugs and flowers your way. I know this past week was not easy for you.
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseOn March 2,2008 My Husband and I celerbrated our 28th wedding anniverserary to be told 7 days later that he had lung disease and needed a lung biopsy,which he never ended up receiving not that it mattered in the end anyway. On june 15th 2008 My husband passed away. I had exactly thirteen weeks to the day to adjust to the diagnosis and say good bye. I was 15 when i got married and have never had to live by myself. I have never felt so many diffrnet emotions with such intensity
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- Crying Not Working
- crying non stop ex. after struggling to fall asleep I will wake up hysterically sobbing unable to breathe and unable to stop crying
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Pets Working / Worked
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Close Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I have been a smoker for at least 25 of my 46 years on this earth .After 28 years of marrige we found out last March that my husband had a lung diseas. 13 Weeks later My husband passed away and the one thing I know is I have to Quit.Ihave a quit date set of 12/14/08 and have started chantix. i know that this is as mind over matter thing because after gary died I quit for three weeks and then went into mental meltdown and started smoking again
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- Chantix Working / Worked
- not sure yet just started
- Hard Candy Working / Worked
- at times
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- not sure just joined
Open Widows & Widowers
On March 2,2008 My husband and I celerbrated our 28th wedding anniversary. On march 9th my husband thought he had the flu and went to the E.R,there he was diagnosed with pulmonary Fibrosis. On Father's day this year just 13 weeks after diagnosis I lost my best friend ,lover and father of our 3 grown sons. I never new the human body could experience so many diffrent emotions all at the same time. Picking up the shattered pieces of my life.
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- Grief Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- Finally gave in to talk to someone about all of this however just starting counceling
- Prayer Working / Worked
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