Update. - Link to me playing piano.
I had fallen. Dealing with a lot. Ignoring my meds. Ignorning the doctors. Too miserable for too long. I'm fighting for myself now. I am …
I'm Lindsey. I have a cat, his name is Elvis. I want to go to Medical school.. So I'm trying to get in a good place in my life. I play piano... A lot. I sing a lot too. I may or may not be tone deaf though. I cry when sad things happen in movies. I love the arts. I like reading books though I usually just read the same ones over and over again. I wouldn't say my personality is addictive. I just like what I like. And I like a lot of it. I understand that things aren't always fair and that's the trade of the game and you have to just keep on going because at some point in time somewhere down the line things have to get better, right? Sure. Yes. Right. Or no. I haven't figured it out yet. Soon though. Fingers crossed. My opinions are sometimes unknowingly biased and I don't always pay my bills on time but I have a big heart and I strive for happiness always so I think I'll be okay. You can contact me on AIM: MissLindseyRae. I'm usually happy to talk about whatever.
I'm Lindsey. I have a cat, his name is Elvis. I want to go to Medical school.. So I'm trying to get in a good place in my life. I play piano... A lot. I sing a lot too. I may or may not be tone deaf though. I cry when sad things happen in movies. I love the arts. I like reading books though I usually just read the same ones over and over again. I wouldn't say my personality is addictive. I just like what I like. And I like a lot of it. I understand that things aren't always fair and that's the trade
Piano. Art. Vacations. Love. Anatomy. House. Fringe. Bones. Family guy. American dad. Regina Spektor. Fiona Apple. Cursive. Thrice. The Beatles. Arvo Parte. Clint Mansell. Beethoven. Lilly Allen. candy hearts. real ones too. arms and legs and eyes and lips and fingers and eye lashes and skin. understanding how big and small we are all at the same time. I love facts. Proof. Documentation. Pie charts. Make me believe. Teach me something new. I've actually tried to count the number of hairs on my head. But I forgot where I started. Things that are silly, cute, irresistible, & naturally beautiful. Women who don't spoil their face with lots of make up. non-superficial non-materialistic human beings. idealists. lips against lips against hands against eyes against cheeks.
Piano. Art. Vacations. Love. Anatomy. House. Fringe. Bones. Family guy. American dad. Regina Spektor.
I had fallen. Dealing with a lot. Ignoring my meds. Ignorning the doctors. Too miserable for too long. I'm fighting for myself now. I am …
Spining around and around being fondled by society and fucked by the government. There's no four play here. Lets get straight to the …
I think I've said that 15xs now. I can't get this situation out of my head. How I'm being so truthful. And so deciteful all at the same …
The only thing that makes us different from anyone else is that we believe we need to be fixed. We believe that we need medications and we believe we …
Tonight I am laying on the roof of the old house for the last time and drinking my Sam Adams Cherry Wheat beer. [if you haven't had it I …
I hope you and Elvis are well,
Joshuattee
Hey, whats up?
Hey where is the pic with your glasses...
Just be good to yrself and give yrself some ease space x
Would really love to chat sometime... Feel free to hit me up, anytime. Hoping all is well....
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December 15th 2007 was my due date. I still struggle immensely with it. Sometimes I feel silly being so upset about it. But it's something I can't get over.. My childs birthday is coming up. And I can't shake the emptiness or pain.
I've been bipolar for way too long to be just figuring it out..
I don't think I'm ready to paste that all over the net yet..
One of my really good friends in HS shot himself in the chest. I still dream about him.