smashleya3c's Journal

I graduated, yeah for me, not really.  Things are the same with my jaw, except my neck seems to get tense every day and a couple of times my left arm has gone completely numb and ice cold for hours without any apparent reason.  My mom's worried I might have heart problems, but I won't go and get that checked out until after my jaw is dealt with.  I'm still living at home.  I hang out and watch tv with my brother most days or babysit.  I turned 18 and haven't yet bought my own cigarettes yet, I guess I'm just too lazy to actually go out and do it.  Everyone always does everything for me.  I am now sleeping in my own bed since we moved to a new house in may.  It's out in the country, 3 miles out of town.  It's ok, but I've always been more of a city girl, feeling more at home in a big city.  Just living and trying to get by.