BigRedInBK's Journal

For the first time in a very long time, I went out and wasn't an observer.  Did not feel like an outsider.  In fact, I have been having more incidents like this.  I'm hopeful again.  I feel alive.  I feel a part of the world.  I'm not sure how long these feelings will last  - the happiness, the hope - but I'm enjoying them as I have never enjoyed them before.  I'm optimistic... and that's a wonderful thing!  I guess God does like me afterall.