Journal Entry for September 13, 2009
How do we get here?? In our life. I know that I am where I'm supposed to be. I wonder why I needed to take this journey. Why I needed to become …
I am 47 years old and have been gambling for well over 10 years. So long in fact, I can't remember when I started. I have no children and have been married for 17 years. I haven't gambled since the beginning of November. I quit smoking as well because I couldn't afford to buy a package of cigarettes. I am taking it one day at a time. I have isolated myself and have very few friends. Some of my family is talking to me and some are not. I gambled away money that was not mine to gamble.
I am 47 years old and have been gambling for well over 10 years. So long in fact, I can't remember when I started. I have no children and have been married for 17 years. I haven't gambled since the beginning of November. I quit smoking as well because I couldn't afford to buy a package of cigarettes. I am taking it one day at a time. I have isolated myself and have very few friends. Some of my family is talking to me and some are not. I gambled away money that was not mine to gamble.
I like camping, reading and spending time with family and friends.
I like camping, reading and spending time with family and friends.
How do we get here?? In our life. I know that I am where I'm supposed to be. I wonder why I needed to take this journey. Why I needed to become …
Well, here I am still gamble free. Last day was June 9th. so I am 58 days free. It really does feel good. I still will have someone come shopping …
Still here. Still GF. I haven't journaled for awhile. I still have urges. Always fighting them. So far I'm winning the battle.
For today, I …
My brother, who died 14 years ago was an alcoholic. I went into the pub that he frequented. I thoought that it was very cool that he went into this …
I am addicted to gambling, have been for more than 10 years. I used all my savings, retirement money, everything I had. I also gambled away some of my mother's life savings. My family is aware of what I've done, most of it anyway. My husband has not forgiven me but stayed with me. We've been together for 18 years. I can't stand living with this addiction and what it's done to me, my life, my marriage, everything. I have no children. I am hoping to beat this addiction and get my life back.
Beginning menopause