student studying religion, mother of 4, married 17 years
student studying religion, mother of 4, married 17 years
May 4, 2009 9:28pm
Forgiving others it is hard when so many cannot forgive me. I am struggling with forgivness, from those who hurt me to my husbands inability to want …
April 24, 2009 3:23pm
It has been a while since I have been here writing. I am trying hard to live each day with out any judgemnt towrds others but it is hard, when it …
January 19, 2009 11:28am
It has been quite a week. I hurt my ankle, bruised tot eh extreme, may be cracked, so the docs are treating like a fracture. If that was not enough …
January 10, 2009 6:22pm
Can't say that I am doing so great with this goal. I want to free of acting on emotion, but when I am tired or hurt it is hard. Everything seems …
January 10, 2009 12:15pm
I am having dificulty today. I feel my strength leaving me. I htought I was done withthe approval seeking from my father, but each conversation I …
Thanks. I do have a counsilor but my next appointmentisnt for a long while...so Im trying t call today an get an appointment sooner. I dofeel like I realy neeed to talk about this with her and Im suffering right now, my chest feels like its caving in and I dont know why or how to stop it The only time it doesnt feel like this is when Im sleeping...but it hurts so bad I cant relax to sleep. Anxiety...I have no anxiety pills or anythin....
Hugs and thank you.
can i ask you something
hugs
Hope you are feeling better soon.
My grandfather sexually abused me starting at age 5, or least that is my first memory, unitl I was 13. The abuse was mostly fondling, oraly sex, matrubation and fingering my vagina. He at one point tried intercourse but when I screamed in pain and began to bleed he stopped. I finally was able to stop the abuse of touching when I was 13, but the emotional control and sexual advances continued far into my teens.
I am the mother of 4 children and was sexually abused as a child, I hae learned to cope with painful emotions by covering them up with anger. My anger has gotten me into a lot of trouble, especially making sound decisions for my developmentally delayed daughter. I want to change and learn to be less angry, so that I can teach all my children to deal with anger in a more positve way.
I am the mother of 4 and 38 years old. At 21 just a month after I was married a co worker assulted me sexually. I don't knowif I can call it rape, he penetrated me with his fingers, I struggled, but did not say no. I am also a survivor of incest at teh hands of my grandfather. I am working to heal.
I am the mother of 4 and a survior of incest. I like NASCAR, sewing and being with my family.
I am the mother of 4 and a survivor of incest, but I am hopelessy fat. My goal is to lose about 80 pounds
I am the mother of four, each with unique needs. I am a survivor of incest.
I have been sufering with incontinence for years. I have not tried ay meds as my bladder does not ontract correctly so I leak urine. I have to wear pads and or diapers.
