Not myself.
May 12, 2009 1:24am
I am tired, and I am anxious, but I am not over it. How is it that after 6 months I should be over Chase and moving on. That is …
babychase
1:16am, May 12, 2009
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About Me
babychase
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About Me
I am a "real mommy" eventhough one of my babies is not here for me to mother. I am a special education teacher and that gives the chance to do some more "mothering." I am a Marine Wife and I like to hard core stigma that goes with that. Nothing in life, not education or accomplishment, has made me as proud as my two boys. The most amazing thing is I didn't work for them, they were a gift.
I am a "real mommy" eventhough one of my babies is not here for me to mother. I am a special education teacher and that gives the chance to do some more "mothering." I am a Marine Wife and I like to hard core stigma that goes with that. Nothing in life, not education or accomplishment, has made me as proud as my two boys. The most amazing thing is I didn't work for them, they were a gift.
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Interests
Designing and Sewing, running, working on my first scrapbook, home organization/imporvement.
Designing and Sewing, running, working on my first scrapbook, home organization/imporvement.
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Journal
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More days without you
December 22, 2008 4:12pm
34 days with my mini muffin is just to long. I miss you so much baby Chase. You know thursday was a rough day, Saturday I bought you some christmas …
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Impending doom
December 17, 2008 8:38pm
I am just anxious all the time. I don't really know what I feel so nervious about. Tomarrow will be exactly one month since I held …
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Not doing so good
December 16, 2008 7:18pm
Well, I have good intentions evey morning but they just don't seem to pan out. I think I will try again after Christmas. I should change the goal too …
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I Miss You in Sixes
December 15, 2008 3:29pm
To think about your birth
Now brings me only hurt.
Your lovely whole-face smile
Will torture me awhile.
Drooly open-mouth kiss
Now something I …
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Hugbook
Flower
thinking of you for chases angel day.
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Sending you a bunch of hugs. I'll be thinking of you and your family tomorrow and will light a candle. Hope your day is peaceful and Chase sends you some angel hugs and kisses.
Flower
JUST WANTED TO CHECK IN ON YOU. HOPE ALL IS WELL.
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Little Love
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.IT KILLING ME ALREADY.HOW ARE YOU?
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I hope you are doing okay... just checking in on you
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Support Groups
Close Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS)
: I have lost a child to SIDSI am a mommy of 2 beautiful boys. Coltin is 2 and 1/2 and Chase would have been 4 months on November 29th. He died on November 18th and was buried on the 25. He never got a chance to see his first Christmas Tree, or taste Thanksgiving gravy, but he knew his mommy and daddy loved him. He also got to know the best big brother in the world. He "played" trucks with his big brother, and his brother would sing to him and cuddle and put on the occasional puppet show. I am so proud of my boys.
Treatments
- Support Groups Too Soon to Tell
- Went to a peristillborn group. Husband liked it bc there were other men but they only meet once a month.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Better then I though. I write letters to God as my version of praying and write down every memory of Chase that I have so I can add them to his storyscrapbook and then I vent about all of the stupid people for your amuzement here.
