Journal

I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hubbs decided to come home tomorrow!  Not on Wed. but tomorrow!!  Hes coming home for me too!  He could have stayed but hes coming home for me :-).  He knew I was very sad.

Finaly I can breathe.  This time tomorrow my arms will be completely wrapped around him.  And my world will be just as it should be.

Now we just have to get the Phish concert out of the way (gone for five more days in a week and ahalf from now).  Then he will be all mine and I swear I will never let him go again..  Well at least for a while :-)

Thanks for everyones support.  couldnt have done it with out any of you! 

Michaels absence is being felt in the house by all.  The distance is too far and great.  The strings holding our souls together are being pulled and stretched.  The tension is powerful and yanks at my heart.  The longer he is gone the harder it pulls.  The strings begin to fray, split and eventually break.  It is agony.  I am in agony.  The seconds are hours, the hours are days.  Time stands still as though I am motionless.  Frozen in place and time but still able to breathe and feel.  Still able to cry.

he is a week away

i will blow out my candle and shrowed my world in darkness, let not the light touch the empty spaces that contained my heart.

im so sad