today turned out to be an ok day …
today turned out to be an ok day i hope i have a better day tomaro because i have 4-h well got to run
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HannahElaine 
4:15pm, December 10, 2008
So 3 days ago, I realized that I am bisexual. Many people wouldn't think it is that big of a deal, but to me, it was (and is!). All I did was watch a few videos on how to tell if you are gay/les/bi and took a quiz. I read articles from *professionals* on how to tell if you are gay/les/bi. I also posted a few questions of some web forums telling people my situation, and asking if they think I'm bisexual. And the outcome was me realizing so much of all the thoughts & feelings I have been experiencing throughout my whole life are definitely bisexual ones. I just never understood why I was feeling & thinking the way I was!! Now I'm learning as much as I can about lesbian life, and because my family and most of my friends are a group of very conservative Christian homophobes & I can't tell them about me, I decided I need to join some online support group to help me understand all these new things about myself! I "go to" online school & tend to have social phobias (although I found some amazing philosophies that are leading me to healing), so I'm attempting to find a girlfriend with whom I can have a **serious** relationship (no one night stands for me) on Match.com. So far not much luck...so WISH me some! Anyways, that's a bit of my story.
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im totally in the same situation you are in my dad would freak if he found out i was bi, my mom not so much cuz growing up she had a les friend..i just found out i was bi yeterday so im totally getting used to it...but im looking for a relationship/someone to talk to so if u wanna chat you no im cool with that..lol
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What make ur dad dislike gays? Jw, cuz with my mom it's that gays are "evil"...what does your dad think, just that it's gross? And I need someone to talk to also, I am totally cool with that :)
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