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shegirl 
4:25pm, August 14, 2009
OMG I hate my life right now all I feel is nothing all I do is cry I just want to hurt myself so bad I hate this... I am suppose to be enjoying being pregnant but how can I with them??
I don't feel like I am home I want to be home with my mum, dad and my brother.. I feel so alone and like every fucker here gangs up on me about shit I can't be arsed with it all with them either. moving into this house was a complete mistake.
I just don't know what to do anymore..
I think I need to see someone about all this it can't be doing the baby any good =(
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I totally understand! you really should probably talk to someone I know i need to. it's not good for the baby. Also I would say take some extra B vitamins like sublingual B12 it really helps level out your moods and helps you to think more rationally and deal with stress. I also know i need to exercise more to help release the happy juice in my brain haha. hang in there and try to remember how much you love your family. I'm trying really hard right now myself. part of me just wants to forge them all and not deal with it but i really do love them and i don't want to hurt them even if they have hurt me.
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