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Darktest 
4:17pm, January 9, 2009
Today is a really crappy day. I'm out of meds for my back and the drug my pdoc, put me on BENZTROPINE 1MG x 3 times a day, isn't helping my anxiety. He also wants me to reduce my Abilify by 30 MGs at night I take 60 now. I'm scared shitless because Abilify has helped me to control my mania. My Dr usually listens very well to my complaints. He almost always has a solution to my problem BP. This time I think he's off base the signs I am exhibting are anxiety. He thinks because of the Abilify. I checked to see when Abilify would cause this problem and it would have occurred when I first started taking it over a year ago now. I am so pissed and frustrated I could scream. I think I will just scream my head off AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Right now I have "some" Ativan so I'm not completely off the hook but if a didn't have that I'd be in a bad way. Called PDOC he upped the Benztropine by a mg a day and dropped my abilify by 30 mg a day. Tomorrow morning will be interesting to say the least
Cheers
