Darktest's Journal

Today is still a pain problem.  The bigger problem is my pdoc prescribed me BENZTROPINE for my anxiety and it only made it worse.  Woke up manic this morning(racing thoughts) and even though I stopped taking it it's still messing me up.  I feel drunk and un-coordinated and the worst part is  I still have the anxiety eating me up all day.  I wish I didn't ever have to worry about taking meds again but I have no choice.  I went off my meds once and my train jumped the track so fast I almost had to go to the hospital again.  Things were stable but now there not.  I'm even more anxious then before.  I'll be calling my pdoc first thing monday for sure.