Journal

I don't know if it is normal to have cramping after your period or not. I am in pain and it comes and goes. I am going to go back to bed and see if I can get some more sleep. I feel so alone right now.

Not looking forward to the monthly bill. They hurt. I always thought that it was just the normal to be hurting. Now I know different. *Sigh* Waiting for the week of torture.

Well I was diagnosed with endo after laproscopic sugery. I believe that I have been in denial and tried to go on about life as normal as I can. I didn't talk about it and I didn't complain about it until my period would roll around. I have found it harder to ignore. It has put a strain on my marriage and now I am trying to do what I can to be as normal as I can. I have ordered books and have joined here to talk to others like me. It is a start. Now I need to read, read, read.