nursedeborah's Journal

Hell Everyone,

Fist I want to say thank you to all that have left comments on my journal, and sorry that I didn't respond. I just didn't realize, and even if I do leave responses for other's didn't think the same about my own stuff, scrambled head at times still but.....

I was just thinking a little while ago when I was tearing apar the bedroom, yes I finally have one. Anyway I realized whatt I was doing, SOMETHING BESIDES JUST LAYING IN OR ON MY BED?COUCH WATCHING TV!!!!!! Yeah, and yesterday I had a really great day too!!! Was able to clean the house like I did before the Cymbalta, and I am just so blow away.

I am starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel, before ther was not even a tunnel, I just figured this was it, my case was just untreatable, and also I was doomed to live in this swfyl, frightening state the rest of my life.

Welll that's not what my God want's for me, I know that deep inside somewhere, but had just given up that he even waw there helping me anymore. That too I knew was false, but I just couldn't even agrue with that stuuf in my headm or when I tried I was not getting anywhere.

Well things have changed in the last couple of days, what I don't even care, alll I know is that I feel hopeful, and tha's something I havn't felt since I have been on cymbalta. God I am so fu-king pissed of at this Elilily for even making this grug, and hten to pass it out, and act like it's harmless. I was a drug adict, and I used Heroin. /That waw a ckae walk to get off us compared to this noxious drug.

Please , Pleas read all there is about all the meds you doc wants to put you on, I alwys wan to know what it;slike when I am going to get of it too. I want honesty, not half truths so I know what to ecpect. Most you doc, pharm tech, and even the pharmiicist don't know the side effects, or about the withdralws. We have all had to find out the hard way, and suffer severly, and for how long even off will continue to do so.

Still haviing withdrawls, but did the Prozac gig, and so grateful I did, so much better at calming the hienous side effect, and withdrawls.

Having a good day, back to cleaning.

Love you all,

Debbie