my world
November 25, 2009 7:55pm
this seems like everything is worse only it is better?????????????????????????? I am seriously not to excited with my self because i am an …
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KMV
7:33pm Wednesday
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About Me
KMV
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About Me
I have been on a journey of self discovery for about 8 months . i left my marrisge not knowing where i was going or what i would do. It has been quite the adventour.I have met so many peopnd already have learned so many life lessons.im involved in aa but keep relasping. im going to rehap inpatient in a few weeks- there is where i'll figure out WHY.
I have been on a journey of self discovery for about 8 months . i left my marrisge not knowing where i was going or what i would do. It has been quite the adventour.I have met so many peopnd already have learned so many life lessons.im involved in aa but keep relasping. im going to rehap inpatient in a few weeks- there is where i'll figure out WHY.
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Interests
i like doing NEW things, i like seeing new things. Im always up to try something different, it's exciting. I'm a LITTLE BIT of a thrill seeker, and risk taker-I have a very endearing spirit-a witty sense of humor- and i enjoy keeping company of the same type
i like doing NEW things, i like seeing new things. Im always up to try something different, it's exciting.
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Recent Activity
Wednesday
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KMV wrote a journal entry updating 2 goals 7:55pm
this seems like everything is worse only it is better?????????????????????????? I am seriously not to…
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KMV changed their mood to OK 7:40pm
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KMV changed their mood to Horrible 7:40pm
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KMV updated their status 7:33pm
i suck - im in a bit of a mess- its all wierd and messed up -its kinda...…
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KMV changed their mood to Good 7:33pm
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Journal
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right now
September 19, 2009 7:37pm
Well shit hasnt really worked out as i had thought it would have. its almost fucking October and i'm not anywhere i expected. i'm still …
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moving on
March 11, 2009 4:29pm
well i just became seperated from my husband,about a week ago. we both moved out of our apartment. I,m staying up north with my parents for a few …
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qoute from a book i'm reading
December 3, 2008 4:54pm
The universe is intelligent,and it's not wasteful.The universe doesn't try to give you something when your hands are full.It doesn't pile …
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Hugbook
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Thank you for the hug and many in return.. ((((((((H)))))))
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Just popping by to wish you a Merry Christmas :) Hope all is well and take care xoxxo LeAnne
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hello! I am around - happy to stay in contact; but I am going back to rehab to finish up the days ordered by the court; so I won't be on DS for a few weeks
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Hyst wanted to give you a HUG!!! Hope you are doing okay :) J.
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Have you started yet? If yes, do you like it? Yahooo! Hugs Ree
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Goals
3 days sober. Last update Nov 25, 09days sober (days)17 -
Support Groups
Close Alcoholism
I began Drinking I think,just like everyone,socially. I've always worked in a restaurnt that had a full bar and it's sort of what everyone does when they get off work. Even when I began dating my husband,when I was 21(11 years ago)we would go out for drinks.When I started bartending,the social element of drinking took on a new meaning.We all would sneak shots while working.I quit bartending over 2 yrs ago and wont do it.I have all my faimlys suport & really want soberity. but keep failing.
Treatments
- AA Meetings Working / Worked
- Ive only been to two meetings .I want to continue I think the extra support does help,and you dont feel so alone.It's better than getting alcohol,and ending up on a two week binge.
- Sleep Working / Worked
- Sleeping a hang over off usually leads to me missing work imporant dates ect. but i eventually have to face the world and what ive done
- Willpower Working / Worked
- I can only go for so long.If I have a bad day I,ll drink even though I know its not a good idea.
Close Anxiety
I've always had anxiety, I've tried medication,I don't think thats the answer for me because I don't want to be dependent on anything. That makes sense for me. I have social anxiety,and anxiety tring to fall asleep.
Treatments
- Ativan Not Working
- I dont like this either
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- I'll stop take the time to breath,tell myself to breath, untill I'm collected.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- will always get you through anything.
- Xanax Not Working
- again don't like, tried it, abused it.
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