I AM NOT AVAILABLE...I AM...NOT...LOOKING FOR ANY RELATIONSHIPS... I'm a Goth, but that doesn't mean I'm morbid, sick or a Pyscho, it just means I'm free to be who I am and express how I am...I've worked all over the world with Modeling, I'm a qualified Interior Designer, I have a good business mind and dabble with a mixture of things, I invest in properties and Real Estate. I have a 4 & 1/2 year old daughter, I'm the youngest of 7 now, our eldest brother passed away over 5 years ago. live life 2 the max...it's the only 1 you got...poetry, painting, swimming, horse riding, skateboarding, playing pool and snooker, playing guitar, (when nails are short), chillin with family and friends, reading, almost anything really if I'm interested enough and laxin' with my sounz...Gotta have my sounz or I'll be boucing off the walls and swinging from the chandlier...Peace...Jah...
I AM NOT AVAILABLE...I AM...NOT...LOOKING FOR ANY RELATIONSHIPS... I'm a Goth, but that doesn't mean I'm morbid, sick or a Pyscho, it just means I'm free to be who I am and express how I am...I've worked all over the world with Modeling, I'm a qualified Interior Designer, I have a good business mind and dabble with a mixture of things, I invest in properties and Real Estate. I have a 4 & 1/2 year old daughter, I'm the youngest of 7 now, our eldest brother passed away over 5 years ago. live life 2
September 5, 2009 8:20pm
I'VE ESCAPED YOUR NARCISSISM
AND MY CO-DEPENDENCY
BREAKING ALL THE CHAINS
TO SET MYSELF FREE...
CAUGHT UP IN A LIFE
THAT WAS TWISTED TO …
February 23, 2009 6:21pm
EMPTY INSIDE
WHAT TO DO
ALL OF THIS
BECAUSE OF YOU...
HOLLOW INSIDE
WHAT CAN I SAY
ALL THE BITCHES
ARE HERE TO STAY...
NUMB INSIDE
HOW DO I …
February 23, 2009 6:14pm
IT'S RAINING...IT'S POURING
MY FEELINGS...I'M IGNORING
I CUT TO DEEP...I'LL GO TO SLEEP
AND HOPEFULLY DEAD IN THE MORNING
February 23, 2009 11:04am
SHOOT THIS MUTHA FUKKA DOWN...I FUCKED THIS UP...BADLY...
YAY...FUCKEN KEWL...I TO GO BACK TO THE STATES WITH STITCHES...FUCK IT ALL …
February 23, 2009 10:56am
HERE I FUCKEN GO AGAIN...ON MY ROLLER COAST RIDE FROM.....HELL.....
BITCHES...BITCHES...BITCHES AND MORE FUCKEN BITCHES TO ADD TO THE BITCHES …
I am glad to hear from you. Happy Birthday also. I am glad you are still here to celebrate it. I will always remember we can what I can't........good luck....love you
Jah,
You are a wonderful friend as well and, like I told you when we first met here on DS, I told you I would never leave you or forsake you. I never have and I never will. I have been blessed to have friends in my life and I have been blessed to know you. I am glad I reached out to you in love and I am so happy that you have found love and that you have blossomed into the beautiful creature I always knew you were.
You have blessed my life too. God Bless.
I want You to Know that alot of Time has Past but I always think of You My Friend. I hope you are doing well and Hope to hear from You someday just to know Your ok. Heres a big Hug Have a Good Day Dan
Thinking of you good luck....love you
thanks jah
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This is the first time I have joined any support group
I CLEANED UP FROM HEROIN IN PRISON WHEN I GOT OUT I PICKED UP COCAINE & USED FOR 6 YEARS BEFORE THE COURTS FORCED ME TO GO TO REHAB. THIS IS WHERE I CLEANED UP AND HAVE REMAINED CLEAN EVER SINCE...I'M 5 YEARS CLEAN AND WANT TO KEEP IT THAT WAY...JAH
MY DAD WAS A JUNKIE & I THOUGHT THAT WAS COOL...SO AT 13 I THOUGHT I'D GIVE IT A GO SO I WOULD STEAL HIS NEEDLES & PING AWAY & BECAME AN ADDICT...I WAS IN ACTIVE ADDICTION FOR 3 YEARS BEFORE I WAS SEND TO PRISON AT THE AGE OF 16...WHERE I HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO GO COLD TURKEY...(WHICH I STILL REMEMBER TO THIS DAY)...BUT THAT WAS 11 YEARS AGO & I'M STILL CLEAN TODAY...JAH
I BEGUN USING PRESCRIPTION PILLS 3 YEARS INTO MY COCAINE USING...I WAS ON THEM FOR 6 YEARS & 2 RELAPSES BEFORE CLEANING UP...I'M NOW 4 YEARS CLEAN...
I FOUND OUT RECENTLY THAT I AM A SEX ADDICT...THIS WAS UNDETECTED BECAUSE MY ADDICTION WORKS WITHIN MY RELATIONSHIP AND PARTNER...I HAVE NEVER VENTURED OUTSIDE MY RELATIONSHIP TO INDULGE AND NEVER HAVE WANTED NOR WILL I AS A AM A DEVOTED FAITHFUL AND LOYAL PERSON WHO IS COMMITTED TO MY PARTNER...
I am a Survivor of a brutal Rape when I was 16...I'm here to give and receive help and support...Take Care Jah
When I was 14, my twin sister and I spent 2yrs on the Streets of New Zealand...It was safer than going home to an abusive Step-dad...
