myfreedom's Journal

I am frustrated right now. I am trying to change myself for the better and change my thought processes and try to have a better outlook on life. It is so hard tho when your supposed best friend and self-proclaimed biggest supporter snaps at your for now reason. Her moods get taken out on me and I refuse to let them effect my moods. I can't let them effect me. Her mood last week made me hurt myself. I can't let her influence me like that again. I know for a fact this time it's nothing that I did.  I don't know what to do.....she won't tell me what's wrong and she thinks I'm always looking for a fight. This is the farthest thing from the truth. I care about her so much and it just breaks my heart when she is in a bad mood. I can't let it effect me. I WILL NOT let it effect me.

I had such an awesome weekend. I am looking forward to many more of those type of weekends. The weather was perfect and I just had a great one.