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rustyc 
JUST WRITING THIS TO LET PEOPLR KNOW ME I 'M A REAL KIND PERSON AND CARING ITS JUST I HAVE SO MANY PROBLEM RIGHT NOW AND I CAN CONTROL THEM ALL RIGHT NOW AND I'M GOING CRAZY BOTH MY PARNETS ARE SICK AND I'M AM SICK TO IF YOU READ MY PROFILE AND THE MEDS DONT WONT ALL THE TIME AND ONE DAY I WILL BE GONE I PRAY EVERYDAY I GET UP YHAY I'M AWAKE SOME PEOPLE DONT UNDERSTAND THAT OR DO THAT BUT I HAVE TOO I MADE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY AND HERE ME AND MY BROTHER SWICTH BACK AND FOURTH TRYING TO HELP BUT HE GETS MAD BECAUSE I CANT DO ALOT I DO AS MUCH AS I CAN OR CAN GO ON I GET SO TIRED AND WEAK AND NEED REST TOO BUT THERE MY PARNETS AND I WONT LET THEM GO LET THAT AND I WONT I DONT HAVE A BIG FAMILY AND NO ONE TO LEAN ON AND TO CRY TO BUT MY SELF AND I DO ALOT YOU CAN SAY I;M A BIG BABY BUT I'M NOT ITS JUS MY EMOTIONS I HAVE THEM LIKE EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE AND CARE I LIKE HAVING FRIENDS TO TALK TO BECAUSE I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS AROUND HERE WHERE I LIVE AND I GET LONELY AND BORED SOME PEOPLE WANT TO BE MU FRIEND BUT DONT WANT TO TALK I GUESS THERE BUSY OR JUST DONT WANT TO OR HAVE PROBLEMS TOO I LIKE TO HELP THEM IF I CAN SO WHEN I;M GONE I WANT TO BE REMEMBERED FOR BEING NICE AND CARING AND HELPFUL AND NEVER BEING A BAD PERSON ONE THAT LOVES EVERYONE AND CARES FOR EVERYONE AND LOOK BACK AND MAYBE REMEBER ME SOME TIME WELL I WRITE MORE BECAUSE I HAVE ALOT ON MY MIND LATER OK HOPE ALL MY FRIENDS CAN TALK TO ME IF NOT BUSY OT AFRAID TO I JUST LIKE YOU AND LIKE TO TALK AND EASYGOING BE BACK SOON OK ...........LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND EVERYONE ..............RUSTY
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i will alwaysremember you ruty,i hope you will be around for a long time ,but i know you are very sick,i am sorry you have so many other problems to cope with your own are bad enough,remember you can talk to me about anything that you want to ,moan or rant cry if you need to,i cant actually be with you or i would hug you and never let you go,i care so much about how you feel and think,love and big hugs rusty,helen.
witchnell
I think this is an awesome journal entry for your friends to read Rusty! You are sharing what your life is like and letting others understand you better. I am here for you my friend! I will always for here for you!
Kimberly4
WORDUP RUSTY. ALL OF US, YOUR REAL FRIENDS ON HERE, UNDERSTAND YOU HOMIE. I SURE DO. I REMEMBER WHEN WE BECAME FRIENDS, IT WAS GREAT, I WAS LIKE "NOW I HAVE THIS GUY WHO ACTUALLY UNDERSTANDS ME FOR WHO I AM". YOU ARE NOT GOING ANYWHERE BRO, BELIEVE THAT. YOU GOT ME AND YOU GOT JESUS, THAT'S ALL YOU REALLY NEED. I AM HERE FOR YOU, JUST LIKE YOU ARE HERE FOR ME FOR ANYTHING, ANYTIME. GOD BLESS BROTHA!
Shaner
Oh Rusty...you know i love ya!!! You always have me as your friend hun! Lots of hugs!!!!!!!
DanieLou
Rusty, you are NOT a big baby. You are a very brave and strong man. You have a lot of crap to have to handle and I admire your strength. You can hold your head high with the best of them my friend!
FragileMentality