chellelee's Journal

Well, it's only been almost 2 weeks, and I do feel slightly better emotionally.  I am not nearly as aggressive nor bitchy as I was.  I also notice that my anxiety level has dropped dramatically.  I have been walking (power walking) 3 miles in 15 minutes or less per mile as the doctor recommended.  I will be crushed after doing all this if nothing changes.  I won't know until January.  I absolutely refuse to get on a scale until my follow up.  I love this website.  I am so fortunate to have found it.  It's nice to talk to others "like me".  I never knew that I would understand so well what it was like to need a support group until now.  Tomorrow I will begin counseling.  Hopefully, it will be another new start to the rest of my life.  I can't blame this hysterectomy for everything, because I have been thru quite a bit, but I do know that it has a lot to do with how I've been feeling and/or dealing with things.  We will see what happens.  I keep praying and hoping.  That's all I really need to do and can do.  I leave this in GODS hands.  Until next time....  :)