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justmesherry 
2:20pm, January 25, 2010
Okay....took another test today and the line is fainter than yesterday...I know the darkness of the line shouldn't tell a lot...but it does...how can I take 4 positive tests and ALL of the lines progressively get lighter and it doesn't mean something bad... :( I guess the what ifs will be eliminated tomorrow...I feel like I am just "existing" until tomorrow. I can't even find the motivation to get out of my chair...I just sit here...I know it's not healthy...I shouldn't make my entire life revolve around this but how does it not? I can't live the rest of my life without kids...I just can't. And we don't have the money to do anymore cycles...
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Keep your head up! Wait and hear what the doctor has to say. This is why I refuse to do the home pregnancy test! Best of luck tomorrow.
chicagogal
My heart hurts for you. I can imagine how you feel because I have been there. Have you thought of taking a digital? That would eliminate the line issue. I will be praying for you today. I will pray that you will find moments of rest and that the day will feel as though it is flying by.
Ahopper
I hope your test tomorrow shows a great positive. It is a tough place to be, just waiting. Know you have friends here who know exactly how it feels and who are Praying for a bfp. If you are having too hard time try a digital like Ahopper said. Hold on tight....it will be good news.
CLynMomtoBe
Go get an expensive test and see. I got my beta today and it was 97 and my cheapy test was still negative. Use a clearblue easy plus sign test. You will get your BFP!
brcafree
I am going to say a little prayer for you. Baby dust to you. I am sure your next journal entry will be about your BFP!!!
CMJoseph
I feel the exact same way, it is as if trying to have a baby and going through various cycles is an addiction... we are stressed, it can be painful at times, we get depressed, then happy, all the meds.??
Then, when it doesn't work, even when no money is left, we still find a way to do it all again, because it is worth that chance that just maybe I will be a mom this time. I am praying for you. Good luck!
aflores
Hoping your test tomorrow is positive! Hang in there!!
otie12
Hi Sherry, the lines could just be getting lighter cause your urine is diluted, maybe drinking to much or trying to soon. Please relax, just getting a positive is great, with my 2 failed ivf it was negative right away.I wish you a BIG FAT POSITIVE!!!!!!!!!
HaydenJ
It probably is just the test. Just in my ovulation tests I've taken 3 or 4 different brands with the same sample and they would be light, dark, smudged. I keep my hopes set on the ones that are darker and try to be in tune with my body.
MaryKD
Sweetie keep the Faith! God passes out miracles everyday, your day just might be next! Tammy
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