Journal Entry for May 31, 2009
EVERYONE YOU MUST KNOW THAT THERE IS HOPE AT THE END OF THE ROAD. Things won't stay bad forever!!!! Trust me, I am now a firm believe in this. I …
I'm Jenna. 17 years old & senior in high school. guess you could call me your typical teenager, play varsity soccer & softball, part time job at frisch's, enjoy reading, art, friends, movies etc. only thing is i suffer from severe clinical depression and anxiety, and it has pretty much disrupted my life. great. causing me to miss so much school and call off work. its my senior year, i can't get this year back. awesome. I went through the same thing last year, and some how got through it. I'm just frustrated that i was doing so well, and some how fell back into depression.
I'm Jenna. 17 years old & senior in high school. guess you could call me your typical teenager, play varsity soccer & softball, part time job at frisch's, enjoy reading, art, friends, movies etc. only thing is i suffer from severe clinical depression and anxiety, and it has pretty much disrupted my life. great. causing me to miss so much school and call off work. its my senior year, i can't get this year back. awesome. I went through the same thing last year, and some how got through it. I'm just
EVERYONE YOU MUST KNOW THAT THERE IS HOPE AT THE END OF THE ROAD. Things won't stay bad forever!!!! Trust me, I am now a firm believe in this. I …
Been feeling a sense of ..shall I say, Happiness lately?! I know its as crazy typing it as it is feeling it. Feelings of a different view on life. …
I'm tired of being stuck in this rut. But it's more than just a rut, i've been like this for too long now. I feel like i don't fit in …
im really begining to think im just not worth it and the few people that care about me should just stop now im not worth it.. i can't live up to …
Hey, Don't write yourself off yet. It's only in your head you feel left out, Or looked down on. Just try your best, Try everything you can. …
this has effected me so bad to the point to where i never feel comfortable out in public. i have so much trouble just getting to school. i've isolated myself from all my friends and the world. All i do is stay in my house. I need help =( i don't want to be like this
My parents got a divorce when i was in the 5th grade. I've always wanted my parents to be happy together, and i can't and won't ever see them with someone else. My dad had an affair and that is the main reason for the divorce. in the 11th grade now and my dad is moved back in because to be honest: Money. mom and dad get into pretty bad fights often and they're never resolved right. As much as they deny it I am put in the middle often. I wish, so badly that i find my true love & we last forever.
I myself am NOT an Alcoholic. But, i am affected by this disease. My mother is an alcoholic and going from having a great childhood, to divorced parents, to my mom becoming an alcoholic has had a bigger affect on my than i realized. At the time I wasn't really mentally affected i was too worried about my mom, now that she has been sober for over a year i've became very depressed and anxiety. it doesn't really make since that i'm like this after she's doing better, but that's life i suppose
I've never been diagnosed with low blood sugar, BUT i definitely get the symptoms of having it. Sometimes while im showering i start feeling really weak and dizzy and have to get out before im done. one time i puked because of it, it was horrible. Also, if i'm lying down and get up right away i get light headed and tingles in my head and swim head like. Shaky, and sometimes my feet get very cold and numb. idk if those are all symptoms of low blood sugar but, yeah! haha.
I don't personally suffer from this, but i would like everyone to know that they can come to me to talk about anything that's on their minds. I'm a very open minded and caring person and would love to help anyone dealing with this to know that people will accept YOU for YOU!