koolaidsmile's Journal

To day is my first day ever visiting a chat room or even talking to anyone in a support group about my MS. All week I have been feeling blah just wanting to lay around but still I push my self. I try to work out 3 times a week but this week I did two days. I can go a week or so feeling like my self and then I crash for a few days and it starts all over. Today was one of those days I am out of the blah mood and feeling good. Got energy and feeling like myself. I worked out, cleaned the house,cooked dinner, and put up two loads of clothes. I went to my neurologist last week and and he just looked at me and said you are fine you are doing good. He was about to send me on my way until I stopped him and told him I had a question. When I told him I had problems concentrating and remembering sometimes. I told him I had a job interview and I had a long division problem had to do. I was just rolling right along and then I just went blank. I thought I was loosing my mind.  He just said MS isn't going to make you go dumb lets do some blood work and lets see if you have any new lesions.I have so much on my mind and so many questions and nobody seems to understand me when I say I am tired and don't want to do anything or I just don't feel like myself. What the heck is wrong with me?