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jamels28
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About Me
well here is my story of hurt. My husband and i got married last year in nov and we have been together since 1998. Young i know. He has cheated on me three times that i know of throughout the years. He has came and gone when ever he wanted but never coming back unless i begged and pleaded saying that i was the one that would change. Makes sense huh! Well he left me the first time this year right before our wedding. Yes we got married in the courthouse last year but we were going to do the whole thing in front of the family and friends in july. Well he left a week and a half before the wedding. Saying he did not love me anymore and could not go through with the wedding when it would just be a lie. He was gone for a week. I begged him to come back and said we did not have to go through with the wedding. that i just wanted to be with him and that all that mattered is we are together. We are already married so we dont have to do anything else but love eachother. So he came back and i had to call the whole wedding off and call all the guests and cancel. When he came home he told me that i needed to change and that i cannot be so controlling anymore that he wanted his freedom back. Well when someone has cheated on you three times or more you kind of lose that trust. Dont you also think that they should try to earn that trust back. So i went to counseling by myself and tried to work on us and me. He came home from work a month ago and said that he was done trying. He loves me but is not in love with me. He is not attracted to me and that he doesnt know if he could be faithful to me. That he wants kids someday but doesnt see me being the mother of his children. When we just had a miscarriage in april and were trying for two months after that. He said also that he was forced into marrying me. What did i have a fucking gun to his head? Any way i feel like i am just getting worse everyday. Why is this not getting better? and why do i want him back so bad? Thats my story and i am so glad that i found you all! Many blessings and hugs to all!
well here is my story of hurt. My husband and i got married last year in nov and we have been together since 1998. Young i know. He has cheated on me three times that i know of throughout the years. He has came and gone when ever he wanted but never coming back unless i begged and pleaded saying that i was the one that would change. Makes sense huh! Well he left me the first time this year right before our wedding. Yes we got married in the courthouse last year but we were going to do the whole thing
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Crying and reading self help books seems to be my interests right now.
Crying and reading self help books seems to be my interests right now.
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I hope you have a wonderful and affection valentines day filled with love! XOXO-KEL
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Happy New Year! May it be filled with all the great, wonderful things that you deserve that will bring you nothing but happiness, peace, fun, and smiles. Thinking of you today and always...take care!
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Happy New Years- make it the best one yet! -KEL
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Close Breakups & Divorce
Well my husband left me a month ago. Told me he loves me but is not in love with me and doesnt know if he could be faithful to (NO SHIT) he cheated on me three times that i know of. I am really hurt and dont know how to carry on.
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- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Reading Working / Worked
- Self help books. They have helped some.
- Talking Working / Worked
Close Codependency
I believe i was very codependant with my stbx. to the point that i dont even know who i am. He cheated on me three times and i still stayed. He was verbally abusive to me and still he was the one to leave. Is that codependancy?
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