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well here we go again,im back a work after i had my appointment, it didnt go too well, I was crying and i couldnt stop, i was very queit after it, and i was emotionally and phsycically tired, all i wanted to do was sleep. but it didnt happen that was, I had a restless night, i managed to sleep a little.

well im going back to work tomorrow after 3 weeks off, im anxious and and scared too, how i will handle being back at work. im scared that i will have another breakdown at work, i just hope my teamleader is very understanding, if not all hell will break loose.

I want people at work to remember the happy me, not the sad, depressed me.......

man im so fucking pissed off right now, work stuffed up my pay, i have called them and they are going to look into it.................

I dont know how i am going to live on $2OO A FORTNIGHT, thank god im moving to cheaper accomadation, but omg, im over the whole work side of things.

im going to see if centrelink can help me out, people said to see them and tell themm u've been sick.

arrrgggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sorry about the swearing and i dont know what to do