My husband and I are very discouraged, …
My husband and I are very discouraged, but we keep praying that it (getting preg.) will happen. I haven't really been …
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tmicdownton 
1:52pm, October 21, 2009
As much as I've complained lately, I know how blessed I am. I haven't been to church in weeks, so maybe that is why I feel such a disconnect to me feeling happy. That is the thing. I am happy - VERY happy, but never satisfied. Why is that? I have a loving husband who would do anything for me and his family, have my daughter living back with me in Austin and I finally have my baby with DH that we so desperately wanted.
As I am sitting here on my bed watching my 2 months old son smile, I can't help but to feel a waive of guilt for being negative 80% of the time. DH even told me that he can't handle me being mad at him all the time. It's true - I am. In my own defense I will say that he takes on WAY too much with us having our business to run, a new baby, construction (unfinished master bath for almost 6 months), + the day-to-day stuff that gets ignored. I guess I need to figure out how to deal with everything and be the best mom and wife that I can be given any circumstance.
Update - Landon is 13.6 lbs and 24 1/2". My miracle baby is growing strong!
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Keep seeking God, Tina. Your faith has gotten you this far and will continue to help you get past the peaks and valleys in life. Don't let your heart be troubled. Cast your frustrations on Jesus. He cares for you, just like the rest of us!
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