Journal Entry for June 20, 2009
I realy need to know something. What do I do with my steepsister? She wants to kiss and everything and I would like to try it I guess but Idk …
My name is Kelly and I live in a god forsaken hick town in Kansas about ready to move to Topeka. My parrents have been divorced seince the late part of 2007 and I dont see dad anymore becouse he abusses me and I reported him. I dont care about him anyway. Moms never home shes either out with her bf or some other guy or just wants to be away from me. She neglects me alot I been told here. I dont have any freinds except here and my bf. I might have a freind that lives next door to me in Topeka where Im moving to May 1st.
My name is Kelly and I live in a god forsaken hick town in Kansas about ready to move to Topeka. My parrents have been divorced seince the late part of 2007 and I dont see dad anymore becouse he abusses me and I reported him. I dont care about him anyway. Moms never home shes either out with her bf or some other guy or just wants to be away from me. She neglects me alot I been told here. I dont have any freinds except here and my bf. I might have a freind that lives next door to me in Topeka where
Hobbies- Sleaping, being by myself, having fun with my bf, listening to music and watching t.v. Movies- anything with like Mea West and Tyrone Powers. Hes sexi. T.V.- C.S.I., Criminal minds, N.Y.P.D. Blue, Without a trace, Law and Order, late night talk shows like Jay Leno, Jimmy fallon and Conan O'Brian if I can stay up that late. Music- nickleback, Sither and whatever makes me feel good at the time like Arosmith and Motley Crew. I have been exposed to alot of music by my bf.
Hobbies- Sleaping, being by myself, having fun with my bf, listening to music and watching t.v. Movies-
kellysdown and hornygirl are now friends 11:21am
kellysdown turned 15 12:00am
I realy need to know something. What do I do with my steepsister? She wants to kiss and everything and I would like to try it I guess but Idk …
I have alot I need to bring up. Please help me with this o.k??? Me and Michael, we dont see each other as mutch as before. I still love him and …
There has been alot happen since I was on last. Im o.k. and everythings fine. Just havent been able to get online at school anymore and …
Well tomarrow is Michaels birthday. He will be 17. I cant get him anything but we will spend the evening together. I already have that …
I sent out a couple chat things and theres only one that would talk to me but hes at work. I went to the counsoler yesterday and explained …
Hey Kelly hows it going? hope everythings good whatcha been up 2? *hugs*
Hey Kelly, i was just thinking about you. how are you? how is life?
Ive been through a lot of the things you went through, so I know how it is, just hang in there, I'm sure it will get better, I promise...
Oh, and i forgot to ask, how is your grandmother? Is she OK?
I have been physicaly abused by my dad who is an alcoholic.
I am obviosly depressed.
My parrents are divorced.
I am obviosly depressed.
I have to be verry conserned about my weight and apperance. My parrents will make sure I dont over eat or anything. I will have to go on a verry verry strict diet if I do.
I have alot of anxiety, especialy when mom brings home strange men and shes drunk.
I guess I should join this one becouse Im a teen. I havent had sex or had sexual thoughts yet. I guess Im just a late bloomer.
Im an only child and my parrents are divorced. I dont like either one of them.
My dad is an alcoholic and I think my mom is too. She drinks every weekend and then some sometimes. Dad abuses me when he gets drunk.
I will be in high school next year in the fall of 2009. I have been told high school is mutch diffrent that middle school.
I am lonely all the time.
I think I might need nutrition facts or something becouse when my parrents think I gain to mutch weight they put me on a strict diet and it might not be safe.
I dont talk to people in public or in person. I am comfortable talking on the internet like here.
I smoke ciggarets I steal from mom when shes drunk. I use that for a crutch becouse of my past.
My dad is an alcoholic and I think my mom is too.
When I feal like I have been bad, I will sometimes hit myself and hurt myself to punish myself for what I have done that I dont aprove of.
I have never had mutch of a relationship with my parrents. Im the only child and I have never had a bf.
I think I need to join this group. I have problems masterbating and I am going MAD over this guy and cant leave him alone. I want him to do all the things to me.
I am 14 and becomming sexualy active. I need advice for healthy sex becouse I dont think I am making the right desisions.
I go to my dads house every 2 weekends and his gfs brother has sexualy abused me. I need someone to talk to and have answers for me.