Today was a good day, which is a complete 180 from yesterday. Work went throu smooth and i actually learned that i saved someones life. It made me feel like i do have a purpose and i think my purpose is one of the most rewarding out of them all, witch is to help save the lifes of the peole that need it most and thanks to a very inspiring, loving woman ive realized what ive been missing for so many years, to love my self. i never realized that it was that simple. i ve come to a conclusion that making others happy comes second to what makes me happy, cuz all this time ive always worried about what made my girlfreind happy or what made my freinds happy and when i wasnt recinized for it, it sent my self esteem plumeting down. i think life might be a lil bit better now, iam gonna try it and if theres anyone out there that has the same problem follow my freinds advise and do the same, it might just change your life
Thank you Earthlake






Oh my sweet one...you are too kind. You had a great
day and you even saved someone's life....now you say you know that your own life is just as worth saving and that you have come to the conclusion that your own happiness is numero uno...I think you are brilliant and although
I gave you some help, you actually took it in and made your own decision about it....every day I will think of you and you have made my day by the kind things you wrote.
I think you are my new hero too!
love, earthlake
truthtelr