Thank you
November 21, 2008 3:52pm
Today was a good day, which is a complete 180 from yesterday. Work went throu smooth and i actually learned that i saved someones life. It made …
Forgotten89 
10:55am, November 23, 2008
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About Me
Forgotten89
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About Me
I am 19 and training to be a CNA. I have my mom and my brother. I ve spent my life trying to make others happy before myself but ive realized thats impossable. Now adays i live a life of deep depression covered with a smile. All i want is to live a life of happiness but i cant seem to find it. Ever sence i was a child ive always felt like a stepping stone for other ppl. like my purpose was to make others happy and when their done they throw me away, i dont think thats ever gonna change
I am 19 and training to be a CNA. I have my mom and my brother. I ve spent my life trying to make others happy before myself but ive realized thats impossable. Now adays i live a life of deep depression covered with a smile. All i want is to live a life of happiness but i cant seem to find it. Ever sence i was a child ive always felt like a stepping stone for other ppl. like my purpose was to make others happy and when their done they throw me away, i dont think thats ever gonna change
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Things just gettin worse
November 20, 2008 9:00pm
"I'm Alright"If you're reading thisThen I finally did itI'm sorry I didn't say goodbyeThere was no timeUnderstand I was …
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What should I do?
November 17, 2008 10:37pm
Hi iam kind of new to this thing but i just wanted to share my story and see if any one could help me. It starts when i was 7 years old when me my …
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Thining of you and sending a message to remind you that YOU are the most important person in your life and to repeat that everyday is a day for you to discover YOUR needs come first....love and hugs, earthlake
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Hi, welcome to DS. You seem like you could do with one of these. I'm quite new here myself, joined the ptsd support group so if you ever want to chat, you know where I am. Take care.
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Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Well from the age of 7 until i was 14 i was Physically, Mentaly and Sexually abused. i never really felt loved by any one until i meet my ex girlfreind. She made me so happy and then i screwed everything up. i used to get bet daily. My moms ex girlfreind used to punch,kick and torture me. theres too many stories to fit into 500 words. i am starting to slip back into sever depression again and i cant get out. it seems like i cant trust anyone, i need some kind of advise.PLEASE i need some help
Treatments
- Effexor Working / Worked
- effexor worked and then i didnt and then i got kicked out of my house so i dont have medical ins. any more to get it or a thrapist
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- i loved therapy bu then i lost my insurance and now i cant see one any more
Close Depression - Teen
Well ive been threw alot of stuff ever sence i was 7 years old, being a victim of the oh so popular physical abuse, sexual abuse, and mental abuse. ive never reacked out for sympathy i just wanted for someone to love me and i ve lost the one person that did because of the mistakes ive made and my obsession with not trusting ppl. I am about to give up
