Journal Entry for November 20, 2008
November 20, 2008 11:40am
Well,
I went for two days! I broke down and drank last night... I'm not going to beat myself up over it... Just jump …
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9:44am, November 21, 2008
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Journal Entry for November 18, 2008
November 18, 2008 10:55am
I did not drink at all last night. Not difficult to do as it was a Monday night and nothing was going on... None of my …
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Welcome new friend . feel free and read my journals . I do hope we can chat soon . Take care and God bless
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The room probably lightened up because there was an end to the suffering. Bone marrow didn't work--I'm sorry, but try not to blame yourself for that; you did all you could. In my case, I struggle with the fact that I didn't express love for my brother as much as I should've while he was here. I loved him very much, just didn't know how he'd react to my hugging him etc. We Germans are not known for affection LOL. I've since learned to hug my other family members every day.
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Aww, just 24...that's so sad. I couldn't stand watching my brother writhe in horrible pain. I wasn't there (thank God, had to work) when he took his last breath. My dad was the one who "gave him permission" to pass on. I visited his lifeless corpse in the hospital bed and touched his hand while it was still warm. It too was the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with in my entire life. I had to tell everyone "this is NOT the way I want to remember him" (sorry, Markee) and had to leave the room.
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Close Healthy Relationships
I have had a difficult time with romantic relationships. I beginning to think it's something I'm doing to attract the type of relationships I'm experiencing. I get walked on and treated badly but I still care about these individuals and I hang on WAY to long and am WAY to nice.
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Close Interstitial Cystitis (IC)
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- Macrobid Working / Worked
- Works when I'm on it. Just got off a 6 mo. propholaxis and within 4 days...boom...ended up in urgent care with another UTI. Frustrating!
