Tired....
Of life...
and all this ....
it alway harder it always feel more naive
why I fall in love? I love to be loved....I hate love
all stressed...all …
please don\'t send me hugs;choose other hugs:make it special. I realised that I can\'t describe myself...it just wouldn\'t feel right.....so I will write here(updates) whatever others will tell me that they think about me: http://www.dailystrength.org/people/336396/journal/1581720 and no I am not from USA.....I haven't choose any country but site changed that to USA for some reason.
please don\'t send me hugs;choose other hugs:make it special. I realised that I can\'t describe myself...it just wouldn\'t feel right.....so I will write here(updates) whatever others will tell me that they think about me: http://www.dailystrength.org/people/336396/journal/1581720 and no I am not from USA.....I haven't choose any country but site changed that to USA for some reason.
Give hand of friendship to those who could use support.
Give hand of friendship to those who could use support.
Of life...
and all this ....
it alway harder it always feel more naive
why I fall in love? I love to be loved....I hate love
all stressed...all …
thanks for your vote of confdance :} ... I am actually doing really well with the whole pills thing, I have sut it down to only 2, so thats a plus :D ... as I am writing this I am getting ready to go to a wake, my neighbor, who was an amazing guy, passed away on friday morning. I feel so bad because he is leaving a 14 year old boy, and I feel so horible that he lost his dad. I feel like I have gone to more finerals and wakes in my teen years than I have in my whole life, because this is my third one this year. But, on a good note, I got a car :D which I am super excited about, and I am going to boston for my 16th birthday in march. I totally can't believe I am going to be 16! haha :P ... but I hope all is well with you
Sending a sweet to a sweetie. Love and hugs for you special guy xx
:)
how are u?
Sending some love and a big warm hug for a really special guy xx
I have no real friends noone who would really understaind me....not at home not in school....everything i do is wrong. I am harming myself since that time. I have 2-3 kind of friends now but.....i feel abanded. I never cutted myself yet...but I used other methodes of hurting myself.
I never had many friends...that is why i often feel lonely...because of past I can't trust everything to anyone like i would want to....there is more...I love someone and when I don't talk with her which is often....coz she seems to lose interest in me.....I feel so lonely and abandom of her...I hurt myself more coz of that