dihenry's Journal

So I was having a pretty good day today.  I found out about the derby bout and talked to Jamie for a while about the details from my end....

Then I made the mistake of looking at my calendar.

Tomorrow is the day that I see Dr. Nebbe the Psychiatrist at student health....  The one who ultimately (obviously unintentionally) put me in the emergency room....

I wonder what fun drugs the guy is going to put me on next...  Will they improve my concentration symptoms or make me crazy like the other stuff did?

I am very nervous....  if the guy thinks I need to go back on the sertraline (zoloft) he is nuts!  I kinda doubt he would do that though given how bad it got...  Of course what if he puts me on something that makes me worse than what I was on the sertraline....  I dunno...  less meds the better most likely....

I need to just quit being like this and just suck it up....  I also think that Dr. Nebbe needs to do a better job of cross referencing with Doc K, my neuro than looking on his nice little med program on his computer!  Doctors need to work together better and cross reference their notes!

This is why I appreciate my primary care physician.  She wouldnt even give me a flu shot or a tetanus shot until she got the ok from my neuro!  She understands that my situation is complicated, due to the fact that on top of the neuro, I see several other specialists for other conditions which are a lot less severe than MS.... (Pelvic Floor Dysenergia... most likely caused by the MS...,  Metabolic Syndrome, Strabismus, gynocology issues, and I saw the urologist a few times umm I think thats it for now!) 

who knows...  I suppose I should give this up and continue cleaning and make supper....  Unfortunately the practice of medicine is not an exact science.....  I suppose you would have to either be that crazy or that smart or both to survive through that much Organic Chemistry!  (I failed Organic in undergrad)