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EllieK 
9:30pm, May 11, 2009
Yesterday was a really bad day for me, but I made it through. I'm really struggling with the eating stuff. Everything else in my life seems to be getting better, but I don't know what to do about the ED! I purged yesterday which I hadn't done in a long time, and then I felt so depressed about that that it kind of sent me into a downward spiral. I came really close to cutting, but was able to avoid it. I also came really close to drinking, which I like never do. But I was home alone and my brother had some stuff left over from a party, and I was just thinking, what the hell. But then I sort of came to my senses and realized that the last thing I need is to develop a drinking problem in addition to everything else. Anyway, I've been feeling pretty lonely lately but I'm trying to make it through and stay strong and I am leaving for England in a little over two months!
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100 days cut free
Progress 65%
Encouragements: 2
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Hey im sorry you are struggling with the whole ED thing just now :( But its really great that you were strong enough to withstand cutting and drinking temptation! I hope things get easier for you soon..
Ava x
oh also, what are you going to England for??
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