Hi, I'm Ellie! I'm just a little bit crazy, and I can admit it! I'm probably bipolar and I have an anxiety disorder and am recovering from self-injury and an eating disorder. I've been hospitalized 8 times, and my big goal is to never go back. I'm 18 (on Jan 16th.) I love music (playing, composing, listening), theater, reading, writing, movies, coffee shops and my friends and family. I hate prejudice, mean people and tomatoes. I'm thinking of getting a tattoo, but I'm scared of the pain! And oh yeah, I like girls, lol.
Hi, I'm Ellie! I'm just a little bit crazy, and I can admit it! I'm probably bipolar and I have an anxiety disorder and am recovering from self-injury and an eating disorder. I've been hospitalized 8 times, and my big goal is to never go back. I'm 18 (on Jan 16th.) I love music (playing, composing, listening), theater, reading, writing, movies, coffee shops and my friends and family. I hate prejudice, mean people and tomatoes. I'm thinking of getting a tattoo, but I'm scared of the pain! And oh yeah,
Piano, oboe, singing, composing, theater, hiking, camping, reading, writing, activism (though I haven't done much), dancing (though I suck), making new friends.
Piano, oboe, singing, composing, theater, hiking, camping, reading, writing, activism (though I haven't
April 18, 2009 7:23pm
I am kind of in pain from getting my wisdom teeth out yesterday! But I have been wearing an ice pack and taking pain killers so it's manageable. …
April 9, 2009 9:10am
Yesterday was a really bad day for me, but I made it through. I'm really struggling with the eating stuff. Everything else in my life seems to be …
April 2, 2009 9:59pm
Well, I just couldn't seem to stay away from DS, so I'm back at least for now. I think I'll give it another try. I think there are good …
Oh, okay. Anytime :-) I'm doing okay. Thanks for asking!
Hey, are you okay?
I think using this forum to talk out your feeling was very brave of you. That was a great step forward!
I haven't got the answer- no where near but it sometimes helps to know that you are not alone. There are so many people here who understand and will listen and give you time. I had a really good week last week- really thought I was on the road to recovery- but this stupid ED has got me good. Please don't lose hope - there is hope for every one of us. XXX
no worries=) im not feeling great right now but i'll feel better soon. keep fighting
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Hi, my name's Ellie and I'm 17. I've known I liked girls since I was about 11 years old, but I haven't had very many relationships and I don't know whether I'm gay or bi. I guess the label doesn't really matter, I am who I am! I'm out to most people and I'm lucky because my family and most of my friends are really supportive, but unfortunately I live in a small town where it's hard to find other glbt teens. So I feel kind of alone sometimes. I'd love to talk to anyone!
Hi, I'm Ellie and I'm 17. I have EDNOS, . I've really had symptoms of all kinds of eating disorders at different times during the past few years, but most recently it's been binging and purging. I've been in treatment and I'm trying hard to recover, but it's pretty hard! I'd appreciate any advice or support.
I'm Ellie, 17, from Iowa. I've been cutting for about two and a half years, mostly just in response to depression. anxiety and feeling lonely. It's really addicting, as I'm sure you guys know, and I'm trying to stop but it's hard. I'd like to talk to anyone who can relate!
For the longest time it was like nobody could figure out what was wrong with me. I didn't seem to fit into any one disorder and I was in and out of hospitals a lot. Now my psychiatrist thinks it's bipolar disorder, so I'm trying to cope with that...
What can I say? I get anxious. About everything. I guess I have GAD. I just worry a lot. I have social anxiety too, which I'm working to overcome...
I'm Ellie, and I have social anxiety. I didn't used to be this way, but now it's hard for me to make friends and know how to talk to people... so I get lonely sometimes
I'm Ellie and I'm confused about my sexuality. I know I like women, but I'm not sure about guys...
Things are mostly all right with my family I guess, but now my dad's having an affair and my parents may be splitting up. It's all kind of confusing.
Well, obviously, I am addicted to food. I use it like a drug. Sometimes I purge in an attempt to reduce the damage from bingeing but it doesn't really work. This stuff is killing me!
I'm bi and I'm in the process of coming out... my family knows and so do most of my friends but I don't want to have to hide it around ANYONE!
