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Tryingtolaugh 
2:08pm, October 12, 2009
Up late again when I should be sleeping- can't seem to get on track with all the pain lately. Tonight I keep thinking of my youngest sister. She's the one who always makes me feel like I'm somebody special, who never judges me and can always make me laugh (or let me cry when I need to). I hate that she lives so far away. Even though we keep in touch with emails, letters and phonecalls it's not the same as being with her. But I'm lucky to have her in my life and to know that I'm loved through all of this- she still sees me as ME. It's hard enough to accept the changes that come with not being able to do the same things as before, but sometimes those around me make me feel like I'm letting them down and it makes me feel even worse.
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i am so sorry you are feeling this way, but you HAVE to REMEMBER that THEY are letting YOU down, if anything. you didn't create this situation, you wouldn't choose this situation, and YOU more than ANYONE want to be back to the old, healthy you! all you can do now is work on yourself and getting as healthy and happy as you can. maybe this will be the year that things turn around for you, you never know!?!? in the meantime, even though she's not close, i'm so glad that you have your sister - she sounds awesome. if you ever want to talk/vent/etc., i'm always here! hope you're doing well, *misa*
misababy
It's hard living away from our loved ones.
bundymum
Your sister is very lucky to have you in her life, she loves you so much.
I wish she could read this wonderful post, although I am sure she knows how you feel.
I have two sisters living far away, and one brother who is out of the country teaching school, but has a home near by, so when he comes home he is close by.
A big sisterly hug to you,
Holly
SoftFlower