Sillie's Journal

It seems like the guys in this world are all drinking the same, toxic water.  I know I've changed a lot this year, but I didn't realize it was anything special.  I look quite a bit better than I did and I have a better attitude when I'm around people.  But why is it that the guys I meet are all so hormonal??

There's Ryan who has always liked me, but now he's flat out asking to be my "friend with benefits."  I'm not interested though, he's just not my type.  

There's Hash, who's a total sweetie.  But we hardly know eachother and yet he claims to like me so much.  

There's Anthony, who I haven't spoken to since he made me feel horrible last year at school.  He was a total jerk and suddenly he's IMing me all the time and asking if I would ever consider "fucking" him or dating him!  It's rediculous, I haven't seen him in over a year!

There's the guys online.  They all suddenly flock to me, telling me how perfect I would be for them if only they "knew me."  

It's just so odd.  I don't see what they see, obviously.