What is in the air?
May 26, 2009 11:33pm
It seems like the guys in this world are all drinking the same, toxic water. I know I've changed a lot this year, but I didn't realize …
Goal Completed on May 10, 09
Sillie 
5:50am, June 3, 2009
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About Me
Sillie
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About Me
I'm just a 16 year old girl trying to deal with way to many problems. I have depression, anxiety, PMDD, and some other problems (check out my support groups). If you want to get a hold of me, please do! I have SKYPE, MSN, and YIM. Message me for the names, we'll talk!
I'm just a 16 year old girl trying to deal with way to many problems. I have depression, anxiety, PMDD, and some other problems (check out my support groups). If you want to get a hold of me, please do! I have SKYPE, MSN, and YIM. Message me for the names, we'll talk!
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Interests
I love animals, books, and my dog (Kermit). I like to talk, too. And listen. Hit me up, ok? I don't want a boyfriend, so stop asking me people. I'm only 16...
I love animals, books, and my dog (Kermit). I like to talk, too. And listen. Hit me up, ok? I don't want
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Well,
May 22, 2009 4:18pm
I didn't go to the doctor today because I found out my Dad would be driving me. I refuse to drive with him, since even after his motorcycle …
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Doctor on Friday.
May 18, 2009 8:23pm
I am pretty sure I have a sinus infection so I'm going to the doctors on Friday. I hate doctors. I see all kinds of them, and all of …
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Everything is Wrong.
May 18, 2009 1:10am
I'm in so much pain but I don't know why. It might be my fibro, but I don't know.
I've got a headache that feels …
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Stupid Scale...
May 14, 2009 3:10am
It seems like I've been doing so much better with my life until I step on the scale. Then everything feels the way it did before. …
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Support Groups
Close Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
I have severe PMS, also called PMDD. I am taking Yazmin for it, but it is so hard to control.
Treatments
- Midol Working / Worked
- Midol is my best friend when I have a period with cramps. Side effects for me are dhiarrea and excitedness.
- Oral Contraceptives Working / Worked
- Yazmin had helped a lot with the physical symptoms of PMDD, but the emotional isn't always easy to control.
Close Insomnia
I have a terribly hard time sleeping, and not a lot seems to help. When I am on my period, it gets even worse.
Treatments
- Counting Sheep Not Working
- This never helped me. It just kept me awake.
- Lunesta Working / Worked
- This worked well, but soon my body adjusted to it, and I had to take more. Now I can't even afford it.
- Music Working / Worked
- This only works if I don't have to wake up early. If I fall asleep with music, I seem to tune out my alarm in the morning.
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- This works sometimes, but most of the time it gives me headaches and keeps me awake
- Trazodone Not Working
- I hated this drug. It made me feel stoned, not sleepy
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
My dad is an alcoholic and is addicted to pain medication. He was in a motorcycle accident (he was drunk) and ever since then, he has been a total mess.
Treatments
- Patience Not Working
- It's hard to be patient when 16 years have gone by with no sign of change.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- My therapist listens, but there isn't much she can really do to help.
- Writing Working / Worked
- This is the only thing that has really helped me.
Open Anxiety
I've had anxiety for a long time and not a lot seems to help.
Open Hyperhidrosis
I've had a sweating problem for years. It's the hardest thing to deal with since I'm in high school, so the kids are very judgemental. But I found a great way to control it with Maxim from StopSweat.com.
Open Depression - Teen
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- This didn't do anything.
- Lexapro Not Working
- This didn't do anything.
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- When I do meditate, it helps. But I can't focus enough to do it alone.
- Music Working / Worked
- This works so well. Listening to music clears my head. Down side - sad songs tend to make me sad.
- Pets Working / Worked
- Animals help a lot. They don't judge, and they typically sense what people are feeling and can help in ways no one else can. I have a dog and 2 rabbits that always help me get back up from feeling down.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Thinking happy thoughts is easy but only when I catch myself just starting to feel down. Once I've gotten down though, it isn't very effective.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I've been in therapy for 3 years, and it has it's ups and downs. I love having someone to talk to, but she tends to make assumptions based on the majority of people with my problems.
- Talking Working / Worked
- This is the biggest help for me. If I could just spill it all out to someone, and even recieve some input, I think I would be 100% happier than I am now
- Trazodone Not Working
- I am no longer taking this, but when I did it was terrible. It made me feel drugged up all the time and brought me down.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I just started a blog, and it has helped a lot. No one really reads it, but it works much like venting. I can say whatever is on my mind, and just let it all go
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Its the best thing to help me.
Open Panic Attacks
I have GAD and PD, and have had them since I was 12.
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- I hated this stuff.
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- I love Klonopin, but I tend to abuse it.
- Patience Not Working
- HA, that doesn't work at all.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- If I can manage to think positively, it works. It's getting there that's hard.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I love being able to talk to someone, but it's hard to pay for.
- Trazodone Not Working
- This crap gave me MIGRANES!
Open Loneliness
I am always alone. I don't have many friends and I don't go to normal school. So I basically sit alone every day.
Open Fibromyalgia
I haven't been officially diagnosed with Fibro, but my doctor is leaning towards it very much.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I messed things up really badly. I need some kind of support.
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