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SoMindful 
3:33am, November 28, 2008
Well, last week I took three days off of work. I work with my dad so I have a little room to take off time when I really really need it. And this week I was sick and not put on the schedule till this weekend.
I have to go in tonight. I found myself trying to get out of it because last time I was there I just exploded and wasn't helpful at all. Lots of cops are in there so it makes it even more stressful. I just hope that I can put on a happy face, act hyper like I used to, joke, do my work, and not let anything get to me.
I sort of feel like everyone is aware of it... I am probably wrong but I still feel that way.
I am going to just try to suck it up and do my work and not let this stupid rape affect all of my life!
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Don't just try and suck it up hun, get some counselling and deal with it - the sooner you do the quicker you'll start to get on top of things again and it won't feel like it is affecting everything.
freeflowpoet
yeah well I have two options... one therapist and two out patient psych where I go for basically therapy all day... I am deciding next week because I am about to tell my father (the owner) that I need friday and saturday off as well... Didn't know I was scheduled either. But that night I did awful, I went through the rush at the restaurant and then I just went like zombie like, immobile. I had to leave early... It really sucks and I think I might need something soon.
SoMindful
are you taking any meds?
silentnight
yeah for anxiety but it doesnt help
SoMindful