SoMindful's Journal

10/19/2008

I'm not a child anymore.

My life is my own.

My struggles are my own.

And in my deepest and darkest hours

I pulled strength from nowhere

and overcame things deadly to others.

I survived.

I'm making my way back onto the path of life.

Determined more than ever.

I have achieved progress in every aspect

work, school, social, and self.

I have made it. 

Now I deserve to be on my own again.

I can make it.

My will is strong.

Just a chance is all I desire.

To prove to everyone,

To prove to myself,

that I no longer need these training wheels

To accomplish this I need my own place.

For my parents to relinquish some control.

But they resist and refuse to give me that of which I need.

Of which I desire.

But I can do this on my own.

I need no help from them.

For my life is in my hands.

And my goal will be obtained.

In this year of struggle and self-doubt

I will make it through.