SoMindful's Journal

10/16/08

Over the years I've managed to have serious relationships with some great guys.  One broke up with me because of circumstancces out of my control but the other two I ended.  I love them, truly and completely, but I guess that scared me and I needed to be free.  With all that I've been through this year, I think it's time for me to be inanother relationship.  I'm ready in every way.  Its just hard now because I don't really have an outlet ot meet anyone but hopefully God will find a wy.  Jeff is so perfect for me and I know that but I don't think he knows that yet.  I know he has a girlfriend and has to figure things out, but I hope he doesn't stay with her.  I'm afraid he will.